tues

Dear Andy,
Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Wednesday, July 11:

You're always so focused on putting your sweetie pie at ease and making them happy, but what about you? Are you having fun? What could you do to take care of your own needs? Be honest with yourself.

The world is a funny place. when you want it, its hard to have. when you dun need it, it will come to you. how much do we "pay" for things we want oso varies from ppl to ppl. its so strange that made this world so challenging to live in. i needa ignite myself... shoot myself with a bullet in the head and then ReBorn! heehee. so i can do things that i wanted to do so so much. but i also tot abt it, wat if at the point of dying i found that all these are not worth dying for? I have been changing my lifestyle and pace in life just to live with who i wanna be with. i guess i am feeling much much better now le. i nv receive her msg or call i still ok le... nv emo. although i have to admit that i am still hoping her to be the caller or sender whenever my call rings. but time is all i needed =) to judge whether she wants to be with me anot.
this is all because 你不在, 当我最须要爱, 你却不在~~~~
today will be having home cook lunch, coz got 梅菜扣肉. then i bring lunchbox to work loh... hahaha. If given the chance, i would wanna pack 爱心便当 for her just like i did last time, but i think she wouldnt want it even if i asked. LoL. till this storm is over, i shall enjoy my singlehood as well =).