Colorful wednesday!

work work work! today i made a milestone. i slpt for 1/2 hour in the office. hahahaha. just wanna take a break in the afternoon when i actually dozed off. hahaha. then work work work till 6.30. decided to call it a day and left. went to cut my hair coz too messy. changed color too -.-v. then chat with tong awhile and go home le. kinda tired >.<. tonite i might be able to slp early... hahahaha so happy.

tuesday

at work, wayne, candice and elsie wanna go for a movie and they asked me along. so i agreed since i got nothing much on. then booked tickets for the 4 of us for wednesday (intended). i did the booking for them as my pc can run java script. to my surprise, i made a mistake by booking the tuesday tickets. then made everyone rush on the very day to catch "Dead Silent" on the very day. Hendra came with us as well, so i got an additional ticket for him. the 5 of us went to watch the movie. not a scary show as i expected. every scary scene is predictable. even the ending is predictable. then after the show, we all went off. then melon called to ask me out. since he will be sailing to iraq for peacekeeping duties, i went to bid him farewell. so met him and tong at bouna vista. we then head to a pub and drink. chit chat and drink till 3am. tired >.<. then had supper then go home. i tot i couldnt wake up today, but i automatically woke up at 7 this morning. hahaha. got an urge not to go work but i still got myself washed and dressed up. i guess i enjoy my work somehow. haha. i am asking for kaki to watch "1408" with me. seems like an exciting show. aiyah, this period got loads of gd shows. no time to watch them all. but take my time lah. hahaha. anyways gotta go work... -.-v take carez!

Tiring Monday

yesterday was a hell of a tired day at work. lotsa work to follow up lotsa stuff to work on. everything is about work. work till no appetite for lunch. then reached home around 8.45pm. had dinner then played game a while. then went to slp around 3 -.-v. as my workload is increasing, i do expect my remuneration package to be increasing. letz hope at the end of this year i will get a gd figure during annual assessment... -.-v
anyways its time to go work -.-v so take care!!!

*zou san =P*

weekends

fri went to cybercafe to play dota and cs till 2+ after work... haha, long time nv go lan gaming le... kinda fun...
sat morn stayed home and wait for vincent they all. we are supposed to go harry's house for a gathering. then we all went over around 2+. met with the rest of the colleagues there. then the guys had xbox and a xbox fifa tournament... it was quite a diff feeling as wat we do usually is work work and work. this time we had quite a bit of fun. the ladies were engrossed in chat. the evening was ending when everyone wanted to head off elsewhere. i then headed to pasir ris for a bbq... it was melon and fatfats' bday. when i arrive, onli left with otah >.<. had otah thruout the nite till 2+ 3am. then headed home. slpt at around 6.
sun i woke up at 10 in the morning. dint go for tea today. so chilled at home. relaxed till now loh. dun feel like going out.
tml is work again -.-v take care all.

hardworking wed

hurhur, my energy level is going lower each day. gd in a way... so i can rest more. today very 乖喔. went home immediately after work. had dinner. but soon after that got hungry again and had instant noodles. watched 微笑pasta *courtesy of wayne* esp1. comical show. something which i would not have watched but i kinda enjoyed it now. maybe mood changed, feelings changed, everything changed. spent a bit of time off the pc, just blasting music away, exercise a lil. a gd way to de-stress. then again, tml is another day. i hope i will pull myself together by the end of this week. the best way to do it is to double my pace at work. i will stuff myself with everything i can grab hold of. it should drain me out by the end of this week. this weekend will be a gd time to lay back and chill. hahahahaahahahahaaha. i am really becoming more and more realistic. thatz something i dun like to be. but situation and circumstances forced me this way. its time to wake up... RawR!!!!! take care alll -.-v

Tues

work work work. today got a present -.-v a new desktop for my usage. hahaha. not a fantastic one but i think at least i can work with it. multi tasking will not be the same like before. LoL. today at work, mail server down for quite a bit, so kinda free. stayed till 6+++ then go off. went to the library to see if there is any books to read. then went to meet tong, sam, steve and patrick the starfish for dinner at around 9.30. we went to taman jurong market and had a $5 meatball noodles each. hungry ghost -.-v. then chat over some drinks and headed home. my intention of taking leave nx week would have to be postponed as there are stuff to be completed at work. urgent to some extend. its always like "rush to wait and wait to rush" kinda issues. nevertheless, i just hope i can have a gd rest tonite. I have not been having wonder nites so far. tossing and turning even when i felt so darn tired, woke up with swollen eyes etc. i wont let all these affect my life. i know. coz i m a tough lil monster waiting to bite someone's hand off. *evil grins* -.-v

Monday!

spent my morning in office doing stuff... then afternoon went to join the business review. quite intense inside... full of bullets flying around. when its my turn to present, i received a few shots too. but they are non-fatal wounds =X. when it wrapped up, there was a feeling of relieve. went off to meet tong, sam and steve for dinner. we had bbq seafood -.-v. after a sumptious meal, the 4 of us went to play snooker. fun and laughter filled night. play till 12.30 then took cab home. just finished a nice shower then blogging away before i head to bed. i think i will have a gd nite rest coz all my energy is drained. i m finally free. free from trouble. no more hassle, no more worries, no more concerns. i will look forward to my bright future ahead of me. feel like taking leave this week to have some self-administration time but i guess not. lotsa follow up work has to be done from today's meeting. so i guess i will postpone my break till nx week. i m gonna be so free -.-v.
hahahaha

so true

Dear Andy,Here is your horoscope for Monday, August 20:
Work should be interesting today, as everyone from the board of directors to the greenest interns is looking out for their own selfish interests. Try to just get along -- you're actually pretty happy where you are.

Weekends!

sat basically i spent the whole morn - afternoon at home... then evening time went to meet A at her place. then we went krugers. had pretty much fun... gd o' days memories keep flowing back. i know i have to wait for her to have her fair share of fun before anything can solidify. so be it. gd to see she was also enjoying herself. =) saw TD and Rita. haven seen them for a while. then saw Figo. and got to know a chef from Amara Sentosa, Galvin and his wife Vivian. the nite was pretty much sing, pool, drink and chat. then around 12+ tong, steve, kenneth and patrick the starfish came to look for me. so i left with them. brought them to lim chu kang to chill out. then we had chips + green tea there... sorta a mini picnic... till 4+ we head home le. went to bed around 6.
sun morn woke up at 9+. coz we have a tea session at ah Yat with stephen and paul. enjoyed the dim sum there. and i got the privilege card after lunch -.-v. will most prob be having my sunday tea there every week from now. hahaha. after lunch we went marina square. played pool + bowling + arcade. then went window shopping a while (3 guys -.-zzz) then parted ways. came back jurong and met tong at IMM. he and his 2 frens were having dinner at a jap restaurant. so i joined them for dinner. then sam and starfish came over as well. chit chat and walk around best denki a bit then headed home le. now at home but not tired at all -.-z die... but i will be following up on my work a lil for now. maybe it will make me slpy =X hahaha take care peeps.

A: if u remember wat i told u at krugers on sat, i mean it. =)

Friday nite!

finally did up my presentation stuff for monday's business review -.-v. freed off workload. then join the peeps to dine at bugis 麻婆豆腐小厨. we had 麻辣火锅. it was nice... but my colleagues are still not used to me eating that much amount =X. after dinner intended to go ktv but everyone was kinda too tired to carry on. so i headed back to meet tong, steve, mike and kenneth. had supper + coffee at s-11 taman jurong. from 11+ we chat and munch till 1+ then mike wanna go home. so we all left that coffee shop. the 4 remaining guys got bored and tong drove us all to west coast park to run around a lil. had pretty much fun inside the huge play area meant for kids or young at heart like myself =X. it was enjoyable to the last min. chit chat while making a fool out of ourselves, innovative thinking comes in along the way as we actually planned to shoot some short videos there to post on YouTube. we havoc till 4 then went mac chill. afterwhich we went home le. hit the bed around 5. woke up around 10. not bad... had quite a bit of slp... hahaha. looking for more program tonite -.-v enjoy ya weekends!

*Dead* Lappy

working then suddenly my lappy died on me... got frustrated. as my work has not been saved, i have to redo some parts. but then luckily the admin peeps came down to get me a new desktop right when my laptop died... after weeks of request, they finally arrived. i think they can predict my lappy will die ytd. but then again set up till now oso not ready... dunno wat they doing... lucky today one of my colleague MC, so using his terminal. last nite i went to bed quite early, at around 12. then this morning just when i was stepping out of my house, i heavy downpour drenched me. lucky i got a jacket in the office... fried rice for lunch today =) get back to work le, take care =P

Hostel Wednesday

as usual, work in the morn till 6+. then went off to meet steve for dinner at JE. then suddenly tong called and ask us to catch a movie "The Hostel 2". both of us need a break off work so we agreed. patrick the starfish came to join us as well. we catch the 11.55pm show. it was by the same guy who made kill bill... a lil sian-ed when i saw that guy's name Quentin Tarantino... all his movies are blood and gore... i expected a thriller but nothing such... all the killings are too expected. the "gruesome" killings are too normal. the trademark chopping head off and neck spills blood like a fountain is too outdated. u can debate that its his style, but its not mine... nothing horrifying, nothing surprising. the main twist in the movie will be myself thinking of an irony ending but there was no twist at all. hahaha. if i m to rate upon 5, i would give a 1. 1/5. dun waste money, wait for dvd or dun bother at all. hahaha. after the show, chat a bit then the 4 lonely guys went home... just came out of the shower so blogging while waiting for my hair to dry. tml gonna be a long and busy day. nx week i gonna take leave. to rest a lil... i think my body is overworking... cant slp at nite. always wake up at 3 if i slp around 12+. alright then, i shall prepare my stuff for tml and go to bed... take care all... =)

tiring tues

i left work at 5. no mood to work. dunno y. my boss bombed me. tried stunt. lucky i was mentally prepared weeks ago. he is just like wat everyone warns me about. talks alot but do nothing. so i left work at 5 sharp! he actually sent me a compliment email just because he has favour to ask from me. -.-zzz watever that is. solid wanna shop for a bag for sch. so he called me to meet up for dinner and walk walk. then the 2 of us went snooker for 3 games, then went dinner at ljs, then went walk around. he got a really big and tough looking sling bag. then he went to world of sports to get a cap. thruout the nite he has been complaining abt NUS. saying how unorganised are they towards modularisation. they reduced the classes just to have more time slots for new intakes, causing senior batches not to be able to opt for the modules required for their graduation. -.-z hearing all these, LoL how i miss the school days. the onli thing abt working that satisfy me is the payday. onli 1 day in every month is nice. surprised to receive a call from A in the evening. hahaha. and of coz her sms in the morning. =) she has been going thru a tough time at work. just hope that you can endure thru it ok? till u get a better one.
i will persevere thru this rough patch and take a break after the quarterly business review nx week -.-v.

不能说的秘密

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐(oh~~)
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变 已错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想象你在身边 在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

Secretive Monday

after a busy day at work, went to catch Jay Chou's 不能说的秘密with my colleagues wayne, jimmy and kelly. thought it would be a boring show but ermmm, i have to admit i love this show. i like the twist and turns, i like the brain-teasing storyline, touching ending, and the flawless plots. i have changed my perspective on Jay's movie after yesterday =) i wouldnt mind going to the theatre to catch it again. haha. after the show around 9+ went home loh... then enjoy music and chatted on msn with several frenz. 11+ played cs till 12 then relax a bit went to bed... i have a tendency to wake up at 3am every nite if i sleep around 12+, 1. the timing is really right... 3am my eyes open big big... something is wrong somewhere... hurhur
office! here i come!!!! take care peeps

Weekends

tell u all frankly... i lost my memory for my weekends... dunno y. all i remember was ytd went orchard with colleagues for lunch + walk + arcade + dinner + kruger + home. and i know i slpt at 12+ midnight and woke up around 3am. all other stuff before ytd was so vague -.-z. my mind is failing me soon i guess... hahahaaha maybe its a gd thing for me as i might have moved on and have a selective memory that onli recalls gd things. so i can move on. haha. watever it is, i will fill up the weekends when i can remember wat has happened.

Singapore's dunno how many bday...

hmmm.... singapore's birthday today. dunno how many years old. but i dint celebrate for her. i onli used this day to catch a breather from work... went steamboat for dinner at novena. that place not that bad. nice food. that is so far the onli place i will onli eat the tom yam soup base... hahaha. after dinner went to jurong point to play snooker. due to complacency, after winning the first game. i lost 2 games in a row to sam. at least i won back the last -.-v... then went to catch rush hour 3... not a bad show. but the ending sux... end like nv ended...details of the show can be found by getting a ticket at the nearest theater =P... after the movie, which was around 11.30, tong and sam say play mj... but since i got work tml.. i decided to go home... but then i cant really slp... hang around online playing cs till now loh... blog a bit before going to bed... really hope to get some gd gd rest ..... anyways thatz all for now... take care ppl!

Freud Test.

Andy, Freud would say your strongest unconscious conflict stems from events that happened when you were a Toddler.

He would also conclude that relative to others, your personality today is moderately affected by the events of your childhood. It appears that your biggest unconscious conflict that still afflicts you stems from what Freud defined as the anal stage of development that occurred when you were between a year and a half and three years old. Freud would say that this conflict can manifest in your personality by giving you a tendency to be especially orderly or clean, or "retentive." You may also harbor a strong rebellious streak. This normally happens when parents toilet-train a child on some kind of schedule, rather than at the child's natural pace and the child naturally reacts by struggling for their autonomy and the legitimacy of their needs.

第三型成就型

三号特性：促动者 基本恐惧：没有成就，一事无成
基本欲望：感觉有价值，被接受
对生命的要求：如果我成功及受人家敬仰，我就 OKAY 了。
特质：重视名利，是个实用主义者；在意自己在别人面前的表现；让人看到最好的一面，喜欢出风头。
顺境（有成就时）：充满自信＼活力，有魅力；受人欢迎；积极追求自我增进；有强烈目标感，　有野心。
逆境（一事无成时）：为达到目的会不择手段；投机性强，自私自利，说谎。
处理感情的方法：压抑，令自己忙碌；以成就掩盖痛苦；虽然愿意跟大队，然而经常不守规则及喜欢走快捷方式
身体语言：支作快，转变多，大手势；面部表情；目光直接，刻意地不表达感受 ；讲话方式 / 语调：夸张，喜欢讲笑话，大声，声线不尖不沉。
常用词汇：可以，没问题；保证；绝对；最 \ 顶 \ 超
工作环境：多元化，好玩，有创意；有挑战性，越少规条越好；有人欣赏自己 的热诚，创意及想像力。
不能处理逆境时出现的特征：燥郁型性格：需要大量注意力；虚荣；急功近利；但求成功不择手段；喜爱支配；竞争心极强；自欺欺人；认同流行价值；市场导向；肤浅；过度注重外表；现实；高度戒备；情绪波动
三号警钟：将个人价值维系于外在成就；以事业成就标榜个人；拥有地位的象征物 ( 奖座 \ 屋 \ 车 \ 文凭 …) ；失败 = 没有价值 = 没用
座右铭：只许成功，不许失败
典型冲突点：别人觉得被利用
优点：正面的自我形象，追求成果，令人充满希望
缺点：变色龙，虚假，事比人更重要
最适宜工作环境：有竞争，有进取
不适宜工作环境：平静，只讲不做
管理方式：〔不好阻止我前进！〕
令人舒服的地方：有冲劲，强烈目标感
令人不舒服的地方：为了成功，会显得不择手段，令身边的人尝尽人间冷暖
沟通要点：表示权威，不要轻易让三号占上风；以成果及成就为中心思想；三号向前冲之余，会忽略品质，提点他多些分析及策划；让三号知道别人对他的成就所做出的贡献；不要浪费三号的时间；定时与三号一起检阅进度
激发要点：帮助三号移开障碍物，令他看到前途一片光明；支持他们能够快速采取行动；给予支持及奖励；令三号感觉被有才干的人所领导；在事业低迷时，提拱人性化的支持；帮助三号积极运用竟争精神。
时间管理：时间都用在工作上，解救方案；有需要时，帮三号放缓脚步以防崩溃；让三号知道不是每个人都追得上他们的步伐；帮三号明白有时加快工作步伐或加重工作负担未必能解决问题；三号不肯面对错误，因此犯错后会马上投入新工作，帮三号反省；提醒三号不要〔样样都懂，没样专长〕
达成协议：无论真正的利益分配是怎样的，都要让三号觉得占了上风
常见问题：贬低人家自抬身价，什么都要争第一、什么都懂一点
解救方法：教育三号学习互相尊重；集中资料争取重要的目标物

Tues

went home after work, had dinner then rot at home. today is "dress in red" in conjunction with the national day tml. so most of us are in red top. later after work there will be sports day -.-v
soccer tonite! haha. going back to healthy lifestyle. just finished my lunch. so blog for yesterday then going back to work again -.-v take care peeps...

DOGS!

cola!
oska!
dead tired cola & oska >.<

Monday

Monday is a work work work day. working in office till 6+ then leave. after that went home for dinner. cant slp. stayed up till 4 am. then come to work again now. haha. but today i lil free. coz i got nothing much to do. thurs is singapore's national day, i should be on holiday *i hope*. so till then!

Weekends!

fri after work went to have northern china crusine... 小笼包&饺子etc.. after that went pubbing with colleagues... fri nite i oso met up with my CS frenz. first time see them. quite a fun bunch. LoL. will hang out more often. then ended the nite after supper. haha.

sat morning went for K-lunch with colleagues... this was the first time i had k-lunch. food was kinda like those served on plane. not bad... but i a bit shy coz first time K with them. and they are all powerful singers wor... enjoyed myself hearing them sing. =) after K we went for bowling at chevrons. bowl till evening then all go home. i went to meet tong. then we went chill. and i spent the night at his place concussed from exhaustion.

sun woke up quite late. so happy that i can have a gd rest. the onli bad thing was now i cant slp -.-zzz. anyways we went to catch a military comedy "Delta Farce" with tong, steve and xiaomei. not a bad show. a bit short though. then after movie went to have kfc for supper (tong onli) while we chat till 11+ then go home. fixing my com coz got some problems. now still fixing. hope it will get well soon. hahahah. take care all. tml gonna be working again ^ ^v

Simpsons!

after work went ikea for meatball dinner. then went back jurong meet steve and arthur for the simpsons movie. hilarious is the onli word i can think of. pretty much worth the money for a gd laugh. but i wouldnt recommend it on a weekend price though. after movie tong came to meet us. the 4 of us chatted a while then all go home slp as we got work later... -.-v interesting day.

wed

worked whole day again... not much time for breaks. then went off work around 6 plus. went back jurong. then feel like hanging out. so had dinner alone and then walk around. went library walk walk. then 9+ called steve and tong. then met up for supper. then chat till 11+ go home. relaxing and listening to my personal playlist... "tml will be a better day!"...

Tues

same like monday, work work and more work. but managed to clear a big chunk by 6. my working hours seems to extend nowadays. LoL. from 5 pm to 6 pm or sometimes even later. but doesnt matter, wat matters most is the result. boss yesterday ask me to register in those "deep thinking" courses. fees are of coz paid by the company... hahaha. so its a gd opportunity to gain something for free. i always enjoyed these courses. whole of august practical slots taken up. fully booked >.<>.<. sry if i spammed you peeps, but the process is automated. it just keep sending out msges by itself. gd think is that i tried to minimize the damage by ending process of my msn msnger. but definitely some are affected. sorry again. now i am having my coffee and is feeling optimistic about my future. hahaha. so nice to be feeling the way i used to feel on the 1st jan 2007. today is the 7th month of us being together le. i wonder if she can remember that. haha. anyways, take care =) going to work after my coffee..