Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Monday

busy busy monday. basically non-stop working till 6+... then call it a day without finishing my work >.< too tired to continue anyways. haha. then went home for dinner. rot a bit... now preparing to bed le. tml shld be kinda the same. i foresee this whole month to be the same. hahaha. but its gd to keep myself busy. better than doing nothing.... =)

take care peeps.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

weekend!

fri was quite tiring... went back office for the morning then went tampines for meeting. then went back office to drop my lappy. then join the peeps for dinner at fish & co. @ bugis. then after dinner we couldnt find any programs, so we split ways. i went to taman jurong to meet steve, tong and lester to game the night away. then go home le...
sat went driving in the morning... then went dinner with my aunt and cousin from HK. they came over for a short holiday so as host i brought them to have bbq seafood. after that they go back to hotel to rest and i went to catch 男儿本色. not a bad show, gd action flick. but the plot kinda predictable from start. then went home after the show.
sun morning went dim sum with my parents and relatives =). after that they went zoo. so i go ahead and walk around orchard. the whole day of eating and shopping. everyone seems busy except bonnie. as she stays around orchard, so she came to meet up and we walk around, had dinner together. btw, i bought a book at kino. cute book. nice content. i will start to get more of this author's publications. the title is 不想恋爱 by a korean named 金英朱.
tml is work again. i hope i will have a smooth week ahead... and same goes to everyone out there -.-v take care!

Friday, July 27, 2007

My Mood Swing Test

Andy, your mood tends to swing between Calm & Energetic.

Most of the time you feel calm. Your positive outlook on life is paired with a fairly low energy level. Although you might not realize it, your lower energy level is a positive attribute—it allows you to fully experience and appreciate your feelings of optimism. When you feel energetic, you are consumed by flurries of activity. You probably keep to a busy schedule and rarely take time out to relax or veg out in front of the television. When you experience the ups and downs of mood swings, the most important thing to remember is that you're not alone. Everyone—even the calmest individual—is liable to fly off the handle now and again. Ever shouted at a loved one for no apparent reason? Had a bad day at work, just because? Or found yourself ricocheting between happiness and sadness? Getting your mood swings under control is no easy feat, but once you know what to look for, they can be surprisingly predictable and manageable.

Thurs

had quite a busy day at work... then after work went driving center to fail my final theory again >.<. my nx attempt will be on this sun. this time i booked a practice session beforehand. all shld go well this time. and btw the whole of august practical slots are taken up -.-zzzzzzzzz just hope they will release their slots soon so i can finish up my prac. then i saw pauline and her friend at JE. just say hi then go off... then steve called. ask me join them for dinner. then after dinner chit chat a bit. then went back bbdc for night drive... the instructor this time was like a robot.. he speaks in monotone and keep talking and talking and talking. made my trip so bored. then i drove all the way home before handing over the vehicle to him (it is a send home service by bbdc). went i am home, surprised to see my dad... he is finally back in SG. then tml my aunt and cousin are coming over from HK. the house was so empty, all of a sudden so crowded... hahaha...

其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

horoscope..

Dear Andy,
Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Friday, July 27:


You thought the bond between you and your lover was shredded -- but it turns out it was only a tiny tear. You can easily mend this. A small but sincere gesture on your part is the needle and thread you need.

Dear Andy,
Here is your horoscope
for Friday, July 27:


If one voice can sound glorious, imagine how a whole chorus would sound. The stars suggest you imagine yourself as a piece of great and harmonious whole. When you find a need, you'll know just how to fill it.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

wed

i am quoting something from a close buddies' blog... this is something for me i guess... it was not directed at anyone...

" no one wants to share a heart.
everyone wants to be firmly rooted in someone elses heart.
just that one spot. Only for the particular someone. and not to have it shared.

I guess maybe it doesn't feel that great to know that you're sharing it with someone. But would you rather be kept in the dark. or know about it. most might just choose to not know about it. But if you're going to know about it in the end. Why not just be in the know right from the start?

Although it could have been just easier to protect that someone you love by just keeping mum or telling white lies but more often than not, the other party always senses if things are amiss. At the end of the day. The only person facing it would be yourself. Been there, done that. Certainly doesn't feel fanstatic. People always say. Oh so many people so good. So many people to give you affection. But when you're really in that situation. It sucks. It probably wouldn't suck if you're just playing with them. Not interested in anyone of them. But if it's the direct opposite. Then you're in for a ride yourself. Make a choice and stick with it. but sometimes, it's easier said than done.

Tug of war in the mind. Tug of war in the heart. Who wins? Neither. Most of the time, you'll just choose to give up. Take neither. Because. Going to either sides, would render you insane in time to come.

My dear friend. Choices are made. Regardless of regrets. As long as you feel that what you have chose to do was correct then so be it. Nothing is ever fair in love. Never has been. And never will be."


watever it is... i am waking up... i am waking up from this foolishness... pushing myself to the cliff does not help... jumping down is the onli option because there is no way back...

alright, i went to get my PDL today... my 2nd practical lesson.. hahaha. cleared too fast... today's instructor did not teach me anything -.-z i really mean it... after 1 round in circuit, he ask me to turn into the main road... i was like "wth!".. but of coz i comply. the whole 1hour 40 mins are casual chats and occasional "turn left/turn right/go straight". i did my own overtaking and accelerating. he dint say a thing... i tot i was gonna pass onli 1-2 lessons this time... but back at the driving center, he passed 5 lessons.. -.-v he is earning gd money huh? casual chat then job done... hahaha. i am done with stage 1 within 2 lessons... wooo... so happy... all i need is to clear my final theory then i can book my practical test -.-v. expecting my license to come in 2 - 3 months? hope so... nx in my list will be xmas trip back to HK! shop and eat and shop and eat! alrighty, going to bed le... take care all!

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Tues!

hot wheel! i can feel my license coming... LoL so happy. cleared many lession in one session today. -.-v "best trainee award" according to my instructor... but no reward lah =X. anyways i was at work this morning... then set up the laptop given by my company. then work loh.... work till i drop... my new seat really very lonely -.- sit there alone stare at com, then com stare back at me. LoL. and i fell aslp for a wink while working... haha. anyways i got a feeling i am growing fat... the more i exercise the more i feel fat -.-zzz wat on earth is happening.... hahahahahaahhaa. nevertheless, after driving i went to tong's shop to look see look see. then met sam and steve there. come to think abt it, all of us were gaming few years back, now all of us got a decent job le. so different. hahaha glad to see everyone "grew up" =P. seeing everyone settled down, feel relieved... waiting for 1 more person to settle down... then everything would be perfect. but i think i must have been naughty... my wish nv come true de... instead the opposite of my wish always come and haunt me... hahahaha. i must really really be very very very very very NAUGHTY.... no one answer my prayers, no one to make my wish come true... i guess its time to reflect on myself. if i have been gd enuff. if i have been loved enuff. if i have been treated fair enuff. haha.
take carez all... =)

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Monday

hmmm, busy day yesterday. but i still fell aslp >.< maybe coz its monday, dun have mood to work =X. but i did complete a big portion of wat i am supposed to complete. had ben & jerry's ice cream courtesy of Piyawan, one of my thai colleague. she is a very nice lady and has been treating me like her younger brother ever since i joined the company. =) then spent the rest of the day in office clearing emails and updating logs. after work went for driving. then went home le.
today will pretty much be the same i guess. office -> lunch -> office -> home. life might be monotonous but i am lovin' it. the job, the peeps, the office. i am really beginning to enjoy and speculate wat can this company offer me in years to come =X.

Monday, July 23, 2007

Weekends!

cute lil sebastino and me
zou san!

Friday after work, went dinner with my colleagues at imperial kitchen then went k-box! we sang till drop that nite... hahaha. really had fun hanging out with the peeps. then jack, stephen, bonnie and me went for supper + breakfast at 新旺hongkong cafe. not fantastic food but ok for someone who is hungry though -.-v. reached home aroun 5+ then go to bed.
Sat was an early day for me, i woke up at 8+. then laze around till 10 then get up. then whole day rested at home, surf net, check email, played freecell. hahaha. then in the afternoon sam asked me out. so i went cck lot1 to meet him. then steve and his fren (forgot his name >.<) came to look for us as well. we chatted at the foodcourt and in the later part of the night went to my 干儿子place to look for him. he actually called me in the morning(with the help of his mum) and say he missed me! so cute! then had a fun-filled night as a babysitter =X. carry them around... run here and there. ended the night reciting a story book for him =). then around 1am like that i wanna go home so that they can rest, ah yong cried >.<. he dun wanna let me go home. so i turned back and coax him to sleep. till he was fully aslp then i go back. then chatted with my besties till 5 like that then went to bed.
he just cant do a "V" yet... LoL
Sun, woke up at 8+ again!!!!!! cant sleep. then watched tv. tong woke up at around 11+ and sam woke up at around 1+. that 2 piggies can slp so much! then very hungry le. so 3 of us went for lunch. after lunch wanna go out walk walk but dunno where to go. so went sotong's place to chill loh. me and sam watched for 6 hours as tong tries to complete his dragonball game on his Wii platform. haha. then night time before going home went to meet steve and mike together with sam and tong for a coffee session! after that went home and concussed =X hahahaha.
hope u all have enjoyed ya weekends =)

Cheers!!!

Warmest Regards,
Andy

Friday, July 20, 2007

my death forecast

Andy's Death Forecast:It is estimated that you will die at the age of 76 Years Old.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

thurs!

hurhur, today busy doing report at work... MAJOR Report... and i have limited resources -.- haha. wat a challenge... currently on hand i have like 2 very very impt assignments... but i think i m coping well. i wont succumb to pressure and stress~~~~~! i am telling myself, i will survive =) LoL... alright, not gonna be eventful tml... i will be at tampines having a meeting. so i wont be online the whole day. hope u will have a nice day =)

wednesday!

nothing much interesting. in fact the onli thing i had at work was 2 meetings after lunch and some paperwork to be completed. so that completed my time at work. then i went home after work and chilled at my place. sam and bao asked me to go out but i dun feel like going anywhere, so i stayed home. my friends have been ncie to me. they have sensed something wrong so they r always asking me out to divert my attention. thx peeps. but i really dun feel like going anywhere. i have made a promise that i will wait even if she choose the wrong person. i will still fulfill that promise. 1 year? 2 years? i dunno. till the day my heart dies on her, i will still be waiting for her to reach out for me... =) but this period let her enjoy her longed freedom ba... maybe its really gd that at the end of the day, she will want to be in love, and she wants to live with me.
heavy rain now >.< think i call cab... ciaosuuu

horoscope for today

Dear Andy,
Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Thursday, July 19:


You thought you and your sweetie were perfect together, but now you're seeing a million little problems. Hold on! Could it be that all this criticism has more to do with your anxiety about love than their actual faults?

Dear Andy,
Here is your horoscope
for Thursday, July 19:


There's such a thing as being emotionally illiterate. Someone in your immediate vicinity is plain clueless when it comes to picking up social cues. Do your best to help, but don't try and solve their problems for them.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Love test given by a colleague...

您属于:探索群落
探索群落拥有永不满足的好奇心,生命多姿多彩,爱情富有创意。

人生关键词---四个词勾勒出我的形象
变化
喜欢充满弹性的生活方式,具有随机应变的能力。不愿受到计划的限制,讨厌时间表和精神压力,喜欢充满刺激和惊喜的爱情生活。

交际
能够从人际交往中得到乐趣,朋友比较多。在大多数场合中会表现自己活泼开朗的一面。善于向爱人表露自己的情绪和思想;有时也会希望自己单独呆会儿。

感性
一般情况下会按照自己的心意来做决定,偶尔也会考虑一下自己的想法是否符合逻辑。认为给爱人提供情感上的支持是比较重要的。

浪漫
喜欢运用想象力沉浸在美妙的幻想中,憧憬未来;在二人世界里,重视浪漫情调,相信感情生活总是有可以改进的余地。

闪光之处---我最吸引人的地方
想象力丰富,是有趣和有创造力的人,经常冒出新点子。
约会福地---我偏爱的约会地方
宴会、音乐会、名人演讲、文艺演出、舞蹈学习班、文化庆典、社区活动、舞会、夜总会。
群落寄语---与我交往的TIPS
◆ 要记得争吵并不可怕,了解彼此的真实想法很重要。
◆ 如果我已经决定离开,我将不会再回头。
◆ 专心听我讲我的新想法,给我提供建议。
◆ 在情感上支持我,和我一起分享我的新经验。

Relationship satisfaction test

You're a Satisfied Medium Low!

Hmm ... nothing's sure in this life except death and taxes, but we have a sneaking suspicion that you're not quite satisfied with your relationship. Whether it's because the two of you have difficulty communicating or because you don't quite see eye-to-eye on your goals and long-term plans, something's just not right. Which means it's time for you to answer a critical question: Are you ready to fight for this union? To figure it out, start by doing some serious thinking. Is there enough good left in your relationship that it's worth working really hard to salvage it? Is your partner the only guilty party, or do you have areas to work on, too? (As a general rule, it's pointless to expect her to change if you're not willing to work on yourself.) If you're committed to trying to make things better, consider breaking out the self-help books or giving couples' counseling a try. If not, it might be time to make a clean break and move on. Don't make any hasty decisions, though — your answers tell us that all is not lost. If the two of you are truly committed to working out your problems, there's definitely a chance you can save your relationship. Good luck!

Brought to you by Tickle

What breed of dog am i @ work?

Take this test at Tickle


You're a Border Collie!

You don't give up and that's your key to success. Though people might not always expect it from you since you're so sociable in the office, you've got success on the brain and won't stop short 'til you get there.

Brought to you by Tickle

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

tues!

boring tues... same as ytd just that i went home after work. no appetite to eat so had 2 sandwiches and a cuppa coffee. then here i am blogging my night away...

把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

haha, this song keep ringing le.... i always have songs ringing in my head. really enuff le... got time go out with him but no time "call me back", no time reply my msgs... time to let go le... i dun wanna listen to anymore reasoning. dun wanna care watz gonna happen... if she really comes back then it will be a happy ending... if she decides to leave then life goes on, just that i will give my very best to the next person in my life.

*maybe its the effect of the slping pills. but i feel great now... drowsiness and dun feel troubled...

Monday, July 16, 2007

mon

wake up/work/lunch/work/bbdc/doc/home
thatz roughly my routine for monday. went doc at the end of the day... to make sure i am fine... the doc say he can onli think of wat happened coz i did not consult him on the spot. he say i might have a serious viral infection. and i think that the blood coming out of my body are just toxic ba... gd to detox after so long... hahaha. nvm le. the doc say i dun need any medical attention for now, gave me some antibiotics and sleeping pills. i got 2 days mc, tell me rest gd... he say i look stressed... ask if my work is stressed. LOL my work is nv stressful... i can handle work well. so it must be other stuff. but i dun think i need rest. more free time more stressful i think. so i will still hop to work tml. anyways i took the med le... but till now no effect leh... sleeping pills are weak =P

背叛

雨 不停落下来
花 怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀
爱 只剩下无奈
我 一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块
就不精采
紧紧相依的心如何 say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快
心 有一句感慨
我 还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在
紧紧相依的心如何 say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快
紧紧相依的心如何 say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

song of the day...

weekends =)

Alright, fri nite went dinner after work with my colleagues. then they went to catch harry porter. but i dun wanna watch it coz i onli wanna watch it with someone. i would rather miss it than to watch it without her. =) then solid called and ask me go MH. so i went down. met sam, des, adi and figo. 2 of my colleagues, stephen and jack were also present as they did not catch the show with the rest coz they r not movie-lovers. then we drink till 1+ then all go home le. after i reached home, i was coughing quite badly. then i had this very bad cough so i anticipated myself going to vomit. ran to the toilet but in the end all that came out of my mouth was blood ... -.-z its not vomit+ lil blood. its pure blood .. but i have yet to consult a doc yet. i intend to go for a full body check up. then went slp after having a warm glass of water.

woke up at 7 on sat. cant really slp well. then spent the morning at home chatting with mum. then went out with sam and tong. we went for a bowling session. a long time since i bowled but they have been having their secret training session without me. but i think it was not too bad for someone haven bowled that much (below is our score, AK is alias for andy kam =X). after which we went to a class jap restaurant for dinner. Kotobuki. as we 3 are not that hungry. we onli had sashimi and a katsu + some sake for our dinner. then we went arcade play some stupid old school game (Street Fighter) and some dumb cute game (a game that require us to control a bulldozer.). fun and laughter all the way. laughing away helps numb me for that period of time. hahaha. then went chit chat a while go home le.

woke up at 7 again. play CS at home. chat with A on the phone to try clear up some stuff. haha but i think its not solved yet, so throw that aside for future. play till evening then went out to meet sam and steve. had anderson ice cream and played 9-ball. then went coffeeshop for fishballs and drinks. chitchat a bit. then go home rest le.

the bowling scoresheet! not bad huh =X
the sake we had. but sam dun like. onli me and tong drinking.
the restaurant we went. not bad. will go again someday. the deco very jap de. i enjoyed the ambience.

horoscope

Dear Andy,
Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Monday, July 16:


Remind yourself of what matters in the long run regarding your partnership. Perhaps it's time to shift your focus. Don't forget that time is on your side. The cumulative effect of small, healthy decisions is enormous.

Dear Andy,
Here is your horoscope
for Monday, July 16:


So many people are trying to get your attention right now, but you only have eyes for a certain someone. But, does this person even know that he or she is a priority in your life? That's a very important question.

Dear Andy,
Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Sunday, July 15:


You don't usually love the limelight, but right now it feels surprisingly comfortable. Your sweetheart loves seeing you get the appreciation they know you deserve. New people, places and situations stimulate you.

Dear Andy,
Here is your horoscope
for Sunday, July 15:


Although someone says he or she's got nothing but love for you, talk can be awfully cheap. A friend or lover's actions speak far louder than their words, no matter how pretty they may initially appear. Pay attention.

Dear Andy,
Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Saturday, July 14:


Go ahead and lean on your family. Siblings are stalwart when it comes to helping you deal with relationship issues. Being in the presence of other kinds of love remind you of all that you have to be thankful for.

Dear Andy,
Here is your horoscope
for Saturday, July 14:


A touch of whimsy doesn't hurt and just might help, especially when it comes to an emotionally fraught encounter. That's not to say you should be flip or irreverent -- just keep that sense of humor very handy.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

thurs!

alright, had cup noodles today for lunch in office... too lazy to think of wat to eat le... kinda tired of the food in that area too. always appreciate cup noodles whenever i got tired of thinking. hahaha. then after work went buy food from long john silver... but appetite not very gd. ate a piece chicken and a lil fish + a lil fries i full le... threw the whole box away. then chatted with A on the phone. surprised that she actually called me while i was buying dinner. had a conversation to voice out my thoughts. i hope she understand wat i am saying and know wat r the appropriate actions to take. i wanna at least know where i stand. coz i really cannot take it anymore. cant eat cant slp cant focus in watever i do. i just need an assurance. an assurance to know where i m heading... i dun wanna claim my credentials here but i did wat i have to do. i really did. all i wanted is love.....

horoscope...

Dear Andy,
Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Friday, July 13:


Those gray relationship skies are going to clear up, so put on a happy face. Okay, it sounds simplistic, but assuming a mood can be a self-fulfilling prophecy. Pull yourself by your own bootstraps and start grinning.

Dear Andy,
Here is your horoscope
for Friday, July 13:


You feel like you have nowhere to run, but what's scaring you enough to make you flee? Sit down and breathe. Your fears could actually be the most frightening part of the situation.

Horoscope!

Dear Andy,Here is your horoscope for Thursday, July 12:

Delicate negotiations are best conducted at another time. You have tons of conversational energy, but the emotions of a situation are heavily emphasized, too. Spare yourself the trouble and talk things out later.

Dear Andy,Here is your couple's love horoscope for Thursday, July 12:
You thought that you and your darling were on the same channel, but now you're hearing a bunch of static. Relax -- this situation is just temporary. Forcing a solution won't help. Be patient and wait it out. <--- woot i like this one.. LOL

wed!

yesterday work work work and work... then when its time to go home, found that the peeps gotta do OT to clear emails. so i volunteered to stay and help. haha. work until quite late then go home. when i reach home, very tired -.-z so slp around 11+. today wake up feeling fresh. i think i recovered from my flu somehow.. hahaha. i m fit de loh. anyways today shldnt have much to do le. so i m going to work =) take care peeps.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Horoscope...

Dear Andy,
Here is your horoscope
for Wednesday, July 11:

If you don't know what you want, how can you get it? That's a good question, especially when it comes to relationships. It's understandable, but simply not fair to get irritated at someone for not reading your mind.

So far all my horoscope are quite true =X, good or bad i dunno... hahaha

tues

Dear Andy,
Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Wednesday, July 11:


You're always so focused on putting your sweetie pie at ease and making them happy, but what about you? Are you having fun? What could you do to take care of your own needs? Be honest with yourself.

The world is a funny place. when you want it, its hard to have. when you dun need it, it will come to you. how much do we "pay" for things we want oso varies from ppl to ppl. its so strange that made this world so challenging to live in. i needa ignite myself... shoot myself with a bullet in the head and then ReBorn! heehee. so i can do things that i wanted to do so so much. but i also tot abt it, wat if at the point of dying i found that all these are not worth dying for? I have been changing my lifestyle and pace in life just to live with who i wanna be with. i guess i am feeling much much better now le. i nv receive her msg or call i still ok le... nv emo. although i have to admit that i am still hoping her to be the caller or sender whenever my call rings. but time is all i needed =) to judge whether she wants to be with me anot.
this is all because 你不在, 当我最须要爱, 你却不在~~~~
today will be having home cook lunch, coz got 梅菜扣肉. then i bring lunchbox to work loh... hahaha. If given the chance, i would wanna pack 爱心便当 for her just like i did last time, but i think she wouldnt want it even if i asked. LoL. till this storm is over, i shall enjoy my singlehood as well =).

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Horoscope

Dear Andy,Here is your horoscope for Tuesday, July 10:
Would it have made a difference? Could you have changed the outcome somehow? The real question is, why are you punishing yourself? What's done is done. Whatever happened is over. Now deal with the present.

Monday!

alright, went work in the morning. nothing much to do yesterday. then got a new job candidate came in for interview. i was asked to sit in. so i went in. then asked some questions and shared some info about the job. quite a fun experience -.-v. after work went to ikea to meet fraw, coz she say she needs someone to talk to. then she was not feeling well so acc her to see doc. afterwhich helped her with her HRM report. chatted with her mum oso. haha. they are still very nice to me after so long. ultimately we were together for 3 yrs. so i guess the trust and understanding is always there. even if not suitable to be together, we will still be very bestie friends. haha. around 9+ felt very tired. so went home. packed my stuff and all then go to bed around 11+. i dun understand myself nowadays. i slp at 11+ i oso feel tired. i slp at 5am, i oso felt the same as now. watz wrong man -.-z. haha.
*latest update. sms received from someone special. i m feeling much better now. wahahahahahaahahahahahahahaha!!!!!
Time to go to work! jia you jia you jia you!

Monday, July 09, 2007

horoscope!

Dear Andy,
Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Monday, July 9:


Sometimes the relationship game involves a few mishaps, but don't change your standards because of recent events. You're worried something better won't come along. Be unafraid and you'll see a solution.

Dear Andy,
Here is your horoscope
for Sunday, July 8:


Things aren't always what they seem, especially with this current situation. Take in this latest data with your heart and soul as well as your eyes and ears. Leave your ego behind and see what conclusions you reach.

Dear Andy,
Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Sunday, July 8:


Believe it or not, you're on the right path with this relationship when you encounter some deep internal resistance. Changes for the better are often preceded by frustrating events. Go ahead and ride it out. <--- i like this one... very true... hmmmm...

basically non of my horoscope ever failed me. sometimes when i see it inappropriate, something sure happen later to match with it... dunno if i m suay or wat -.-zzzzz

Weekends

fri went krugers after work with my colleagues. hahaha. quite fun group to be hanging out with. this is the first time we go out in such a big group. though not everyone is present, i think we did had a great time. the onli thing is that they all go home very early -.-zz 12+ all starting to leave le. anyways, enjoyed the night!
then sat solid and adi jio me go drinking at MH. so i went with sam loh. they just got pay then become our bosses for the night. we had 2 bottles of martel, first one finished around 1 hours time and the other done in another hour. so long nv drink till so happy le... BUT! i was still having a flu and fever, so after drinking felt like shit! then sam wanted to go safra town xian mei mei, so i acc him to give him morale support loh. but to our disappointments all the mei mei he wanan xian not around that night. so we just had a jug of beer then go home le.
sun i went over to A's place to take my camera charger... then accanpany her a while i go to jurong point to meet tong and sam. then they say go over sam's place to chill. so we bought chips and drinks and asked steve and arther along. the 5 of us spent the nite laughing away. we were so entertained by the console game called "Nintendo Wii". its actually a game set that is controled by the movement of your hands. we played lotsa dumb games to laugh at each other's silliness. but happy hour with frenz pass v fast de. suddenly it was already almost 3am. then i took a cab home but cant slp... hahaah, maybe too many things happened in my life le. a bit cannot accept the facts that are happening. then around 4 plus then can close my eyes.
i set a song as my ringtone. which serves as a reminder of wat i m supposed to do in the coming future.
Here is the song that i deem most appropriate to my current status and mood:
我会好好过 - 李玖哲
你的爱很像泡沫
太轻或太重
都不在手中
我的爱就像天空
太放或太收
你都只是风
你来过却爱上自由
你出走我不问理由
等你再爱我
总有个角落
会让你想起我
向右或向左
都有我站在这里守候
你留下很多
够我面对寂寞
寂寞不重
重是爱太多
当你回头
看到的一定是我

this is the picture that is gonna stick in my heart. i will live well and wait for u to come back =)

Friday, July 06, 2007

Man are from Mars & Woman are from Venus

I never have quite figured out why the sexual urges of men & women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Mars & Venus thing. And, I never have figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. And, I never yet have figured out how the sexual desire gene gets thrown into a state of turmoil, when it hears the words "I do".
One evening last week, my wife and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me."I said, "WHAT??" So she says the words that I and every husband on the planet dreads. She explains that I must not be in tune with her emotional needs as a Woman. I'm thinking, "What was her first clue?"I finally realize that nothing is going to happen that night, so I went to bed.
The very next day we went shopping at a big unnamed department store... I walked around while she tried on three very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take, so I told her to take all three of them.She then tells me that she wants matching shoes worth $200 each to which I say OK. And then we go to the Jewelry Dept. where she gets a set of diamond earrings. Let me tell you ...she was so excited. She must have thought that I was one wave short of a shipwreck, but I don't think she cared. I think she was testing me when she asked for a tennis bracelet because she doesn't even play tennis. I think I threw her for a loop when I told her that it was OK.She was almost sexually excited from all of this and you should have seen her face when she said, "I'm ready to go, let's go to the cash register." I could hardly contain myself when I blurted out, "No, honey. I don't feel like buying all this stuff now." You should have seen her face ... it went completely blank. I then said, "Really honey! I just want you to HOLD this stuff for a while."And just when she had this look like she was going to kill me, I added, "You must not be in tune with my financial needs as a Man."

Fri Morning

i went to bed around 11+ last nite after taking flu tablets... i tot i would be ok now, but apparently i m no better. maybe the med is weak. speaking of devil, i just told myself that maybe i shld fall really ill. and things might get better. instead, i really got terribly ill. no appetite, no concentration and etc etc. lucky no fever. anyways my mum got something for her. dunno if she wants to pick it up from me or something. wait for her to be free ba. haha. anyways i am going to work le. ciaossuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!! ReBorn!

horoscope.

Dear Andy,
Here is your horoscope
for Friday, July 6:


Being clear and direct might seem harsh or even rude, but the stars say it's exactly the direction that serves your needs right now. So take a deep breath and speak up. It's time to go after what you want, and to get it. <-- i wouldnt wanna say wat i want right now. i guess it will worsen the situation. when things are over, i will get wat i want... soon...

Dear Andy,
Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Friday, July 6:


You have so much to do, but not enough time. It's no wonder that you and your honeybunch are feeling run off your feet. Try to schedule in regular breaks. If you don't slow down soon, you'll wear yourselves out. <--- shall we take a break and hang out together to relax for a day or 2?

Thursday, July 05, 2007

thurs nite

gd evening everyone... after a busy day, i think i m gonna fall really really sick le... maybe i shld take better care of myself... but i still cant slp enuff. so i m going to bed now le... tml got meeting >.<
accidentally sent a msg i was gonna save... opps. lucky i think she nv see... if not duno wat to say. tml is fri le... boring weekends =)
nitez alll

wednesday evening

wed after work then went straight home le... revise on my theory test evaluation this evening. then i m gd to go. i had a very early rest. i slpt around 11.30pm last nite. too tired le... anyways now i oso very tired... dunno y. today will be a super duper busy say i foresee... so i guess i wont have much time to blog like yesterday. anyways a song has been ringing in my head since last nite.

here goes: "My Love" by Westlife

An empty street, an empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah)

And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.

I try to read, I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking. (oh no)
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah)

And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again...

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of

Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take its there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.

Say it in a prayer (my sweet love)
Dreams will take it there
Where the skies are blue (woah yeah), to see you once again my love. (oh my love)
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again.... My Love.

haha, T.T

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

My Fame and Fortune

Andy, you're likely to find fame and fortune in the Business World

Yep, you probably tend to be a goal setter who works hard to get ahead in life, right? Were you the entrepreneurial kid who set up the corner lemonade stand in the summer, ran the roadside worm stand near the most popular fishing hole, or managed to turn a profit on your allowance somehow? Yeah, we suspected as much. With your drive, it wouldn't surprise us if success comes pretty naturally to you. And when it doesn't, you're likely the type to work twice as hard until it does.Wherever you end up, you'll probably find fame and fortune in the business world. You're smart, savvy, and full of ideas that can turn the world on end. So what are you waiting for? Want to start the next big ice cream brand? Surf shop? Eco-lodge in Borneo (or the Grand Canyon for that matter)? Then get off your duff! Unless of course, you don't mind if someone else beats you to it...

wednesday afternoon

ahh, dunno y, lunch time sneeze till now... keep sneezing till my nose block... hahaha. but i felt good to be sneezing. i sot sot le... i went to had tom yum soup for lunch. maybe i miss her ba... eating spicy food makes me feel better. hahaha alright, get back to work le... -.-v have fun =)

My horoscope...

Dear Andy,Here is your couple's love horoscope for Wednesday, July 4:

Go deeper and you'll understand how you truly feel about your sweetheart -- not just how you think you feel. You have the clarity to understand deep emotions now. This will enrich your relationship.

Dear Andy,Here is your horoscope for Wednesday, July 4:

You're thinking one thing but saying another. It's like when you hit print on a computer and a totally different document comes out. So sit down, unplug and take a few deep breaths. Then reconnect and see what happens.

Temptation Test - hahaha, not bad huh?

Andy, when it comes to temptation you're a Moderate

We've all heard it before, "Everything in moderation." It's just you're one of the only ones who can actually do just that — even when it comes to the most tempting of temptations. As a true Moderate, you're the type who allows yourself bits and pieces of life's innocent pleasures — but knows when and how to draw the line before you get carried away.

Because you treat yourself when you have a strong craving, you can more easily say "no" to excessive temptations when they arise. Good for you — you've managed to achieve the perfect balance between pleasing the little angel and the little devil on your shoulders. Getting and maintaining this healthy sense of discipline is a place we should all strive for. (We'll meet you there right after Jerry Springer's over and the gallon of ice cream's gone).

Sleepy Wednesday

dunno y hor, nowadays i slp very early but i still feel very sleepy in the morning. sleep early oso feel tired, imagine if by bio clock convert back to the past month's timing... >.<
anyways i going back to office le... now preparing and having my morning coffee... i cant live without coffee in the morning hahahaha. the test i did was quite true... haha. thatz y i like tickle.com. those test available always reflects who i am. anyways thatz all i have in the morning, maybe in the afternoon when i have more time i shall interact more. =) byez

My Secured lover test

Andy, you tend to gravitate toward romantic partners who have a Preoccupied attachment style.


People with a preoccupied attachment style tend to show a great deal of openness and are eager to get close in a relationship. They can be very devoted partners.

Attachment style begins in infancy with the interactions we have with our parents or primary caregivers. Through these early relationships we begin to understand the dynamics and patterns of close relationships and we carry this perspective into our adult relationships.

Psychologists call your attachment style Preoccupied.

You tend to worry about being abandoned in your romantic relationships. You have a strong desire for closeness, but may feel that others seem unwilling to get as close as you would like. It's likely that your openness to relationships is one of the first things potential partners notice about you.

39% of those who have taken our test share this style of attachment.

Your answers on our test show that when it comes to relationships you have grown beyond your earliest attachment issues. While you may not have every issue resolved, you're making substantial progress at establishing healthy relationship patterns.

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

TUES!

omg, tuesday... nothing much actually. work and work loh. today i m feeling much better le. =)
went over to another office for a conference... freaking cold there -.- anyways i think i did too much workout last nite... but today i still did =P. my arms are sore and crampy. but nvm, i like it when i shag myself out. then i can have a gd slp... it might not be easy but i know i can do it!!! btw, i bought books for my theory exam for driving! yeah yeah. go thru it then start lesson le... shld be driving in no time... muahahahahahahaahahahahaha. so i m going to bed now le, tml got work to do... ntiez all. take care =)

命硬

他反对就反对
亦都跟你爱下去
犹如在大战炮火里
毫无惧色冲过去
谁狂怒谁拦路
谁话我共谁不登对
无能力与霸权比赛
还是可比他多老几岁
二百年后在一起
应该不怕旁人不服气
团圆或者晚了廿个十年
仍然未舍弃
换个时代在一起
等荆棘满途全枯死
这盼望很悠长
亦决心等到尾
等得起
先殉了情不对
未反击过已后退
宁凭着耐性与骨气
维持自尊撑过去
谁强韧谁长寿
谁便算胜利击不碎
仍然共你企在这里
捱着等身边指控死去
谁人又可控诉廿个十年
撑到尾
就算贫病或失忆
都争口气从旁保护你
顽强地等再过廿个十年
等整个世界换风气
历劫还是在一起
这种坚决无人可比
看战事多悠长
亦决心打到尾
心不死

Monday!

a fresh week for a fresh start. after work i kept myself busy enuff not to think about anything. just walk around, grab food, walk somemore... then went home bring Cola down for a jog. then went home, played cs, and read the Bible. now trying to put myself in slping mood. i think i needa a gd rest. anyone got any gd methods to slp? hahaha. alright, i go lie down le. pretend to be dead =)

share this with u all...

1 Corinthians 13:4

Love is patient, love is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record or wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes , always perseveres.

so nice... it's always good to find out meaningful verse from one way or another. humans are funny, when it is there, they dun see/find it. when something is missing then we start digging and come across meaningful stuff. hahaha. now i shall do some workouts and drain my energy before bed =) take care all...

Monday, July 02, 2007

hmmm

i was wondering... will the same thing happened again when she falls down? then she say her feeling changed must give her freedom again like previously... then this vicious cycle goes on and on. then like that i m made a decision like a suicide. i just killed myself... =(
because come to think about it. she wanted me to give her space earlier on... and ask me to be "guai guai". i have been and this happened to me. then now she ask me to be "guai guai"and wait for her again... and i am still doing it... hahaha.
how long must i be guai guai? earlier u said if u are observing me. have i not have the qualities to be someone by your side? i really ponders....

SMS!

yes! she finally txted me... at least i got something to start my day with =)
nothing special, but at least she remembered my presence. =)
i just hope she will remember me forever. . . . . . . . . .

horoscope for monday

Dear Andy,
Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Monday, July 2:


It's strange but true: when you think things are working out for the best, they often do just that. So predict a happy outcome for this current situation. Have a positive attitude when it comes to life and love.

Dear Andy,
Here is your horoscope
for Monday, July 2:


This ride seems like a lot of fun at first, but after a while you have to ask yourself if it's going anywhere. Okay, you may not be able to see a lot of forward motion, but can't you enjoy a few little side trips?

gd morning everyone... monday le, gotta go work le. so sian. hahaha. from sun till now, still no call no msg... maybe i m really insignificant to her. she dint even ask if i m feeling well from sat nite. silly me. how would she be bothered if she is enjoying herself. i m just boring, i cant beat the feeling of a new person. i m just the one causing all the problems and making her fall deeper in love with the other guys. why why why?

Weekends...

fri went pick xbd up, then went MH to drink and chill. then after drinking go off le. then sat went to shop and dine at amk hub. then afterwhich went to vivo to catch Transformer... i know it might sound weird but i seriously know nothing more abt transformer other than things that can change into robots. anyways that show is totally cool and i enjoyed it. then after the show around 2+ go home le. sun stayed at home till 4+. then went to meet tong for dinner. sam came to join us a lil later to walk around jurong point. in the end we all go over to sam's place to play nintendo Wii. so fun -.-v. steve came over to join us for a crazy night of laughter. then 1+ go home le...
maybe i shld stop addressing her as my xbd anymore le. i shall change back to A nx post on. maybe i wont even have a chance to include her in my blog anymore. things have changed. its not like before... ppl do shit and i get the shit. ppl make trouble and i got the blame. wat is this world coming to? hahaha. same i m dumb and stupid but i am still waiting. after going thru so much thick and thin together and i got myself into this... but i m still waiting... haha. again, no sms no replies no call. another day like this. i dun stand anywhere i guess. new ppl, new love. i m just the stupid guy who thinks he was still loved. hahaha. y i wanted to end my suffering so much yet a lil sentence she say i just give in? y i will comply when she is not even treating me the way she said she will? there is no doubt a lot of qns marks hanging in my head. i think of that i get headaches, i dun think of that i got heartbreak. her closest and dearest people around her are asking me to let go. tell me its not worth it. but i cant put their words into my heart. go in one ear come out one ear. the way she talk to me... seems like she dun wanna leave me. just that she is not ready. but the action she is doing. she seems to be enjoying herself. but 1 thing for sure. i wont breakdown. this is the first time i m having heartache. she is the onli person in this world that can give me this feeling. i wanna think optimistically but i m not blind... the things i see dun seem as optimistic. she might just leave me for good. she might just come back to me and ask me to marry her. all this are "maybes". i dun have any confidence to talk abt anything now. nothing i have seen is showing me that. maybe i shld open up myself and start loving someone who love me more. or maybe i shld just stop loving anyone coz love isnt wat makes the world go round.
i dun wanna forget this... i wanna recover onli if she is the remedy to my sorrow..............

sunday horoscope for me -.-zzz

Dear Andy,
Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Sunday, July 1:


A situation ends that you had great hopes for. You and your sweetie don't know what to do next. There's no need to grieve for long: endings are beginnings wearing a clever disguise. A fresh opportunity comes your way.

Dear Andy,
Here is your horoscope
for Sunday, July 1:


Your warm heart and sweet spirit keep your loved ones at your side during good times and bad. Now think about how your nearest and dearest might need those same qualities of yours right now. Now you know just what to do.
 
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