hmmm

i was wondering... will the same thing happened again when she falls down? then she say her feeling changed must give her freedom again like previously... then this vicious cycle goes on and on. then like that i m made a decision like a suicide. i just killed myself... =(
because come to think about it. she wanted me to give her space earlier on... and ask me to be "guai guai". i have been and this happened to me. then now she ask me to be "guai guai"and wait for her again... and i am still doing it... hahaha.
how long must i be guai guai? earlier u said if u are observing me. have i not have the qualities to be someone by your side? i really ponders....