(-_-Y)™

morn, going out liao. no time to update ytd as i was too slpy. hurhur. ytd was fun, not just because i met A for lunch. i went tong shop oso. at his shop very happening. got a guy in helmet, took 2 boxes of bird's nest and left the shop. tong and me were walking back when his neighbour shopkeeper ask if that guy paid for the items. we ran towards the direction where the thief ran. but we failed to see him anymore. then went to shop for a small present for A. i got a black pig and a white pig clock. so we each can have one beside our bed =X. had dinner with A and her mama though A onli ate a lil coz of her gastric. then chat with her till 11+ and i went home.

Sorry!

i went to meet A for lunch, then accompanied her to the doc. she has not been feeling well thruout the chinese new year. heard doc say her condition quite serious -.- so got a bit paniky. anywayz she shld be feeling better now after the medication. i had a bad day. all was fine till i send A home. things happen. i have nv felt this pain before. but i endure. coz i believe. met tong at his shop coz i dun wanna be alone. he drove me to kbox. we chilled there for the nite.


i wanna repeat this though i had txted u. i m really sorry!! i have said very harsh things that i shldnt have. i have made u sad and disappointed. i dint want all these to happen. maybe i shld zip my big mouth. maybe i shld just sit here. watever the case i hope u dun get angry over wat happened. here is a song i wan to share with u.


黑夜将城市笼罩
想念蔓延在细胞
想你的拥抱
你的微笑
想到快要疯掉
爱你到莫名其妙
上了瘾无可救药
没有你
会死掉

我不再开心的笑
痛苦在胸口燃烧
在你离开以后
寂寞把我逼进了墙角
不听别人的劝告
才掉进你的圈套
现在知道
却放不掉
世界慢慢的变老

戒不掉对你的依靠
失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗
相思的煎熬
戒不掉你对我的好
像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我
我无路可逃
就是戒不掉对你的依靠
就是戒不掉你对我的好

I am on CLOUD 9!

sat was spent meeting sam, tong and arick for dinner as arick is flying back to china for his job. we had bbq seafood at boon lay market. then sam went to attend his colleague's wedding dinner while arick went home to pack his lugguage. left me and tong rotting in jurong. we decided to meet steve under his blk to chat. then sam came back around 11pm to meet us. A called soon after and i went to meet her. we went to cloud 9 to wait for our frens (maomao, army, jiabao, leslie and kenny) but we waited for 2 hours -.-z. pooled and sang and drank. then went to thai smile for supper + breakfast at 5+. sent A home around 7am and headed home.
today is gonna quite laid-back. coz i decided to dine at home with my parents. haven had dinner with them since 14th feb. so most prob i wont be out tonite. take care peeps =)

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

I love u =)

O.o

heehee, was asked to join A for lunch in the afternoon ytd and we had fish noodles at china square food centre. hmm, saw A's sis and cousin. they dun look alike wor. then went to meet sam and arick at jp. arick say he wan us to join him to meet his fren at orchard. sam last min went home to slp so i tagged along with arick. boring trip as arick's fren brought along a whole bunch of frenz which the both of us dunno. then at 5+ arick needa run some last min errands before he flies back to china for work. so we parted and i picked A up from work. had a sumptious dinner at maxwell food centre and hit the bar for some weekend fun. chatted with A while waiting for the rest to turn up. voiced out lotsa stuff in my mind. really glad she understands and i know we will still be wat we wanted *coz we believe!*. td and des came then tong and sam. army and kitty supposed to meet us but they failed to show up. nx time must punish them. *RAWR* had supper at eu tong seng street de coffeeshop. A wanted some sambal cockles but the cockles was out for the day. so i consoled her and promised to bring her there some other time -.-v. tong offered to send us back so we hopped on his ride and ferried to our destinations.

u ah! better get well soon -.-". so worry about u every min.
and yah, i know y u not free later le. hurhur. must enjoy ok?

time to hit the bed. ah fat was having nitemare when i reached home. i saw him fidgeting so i tap him a bit but he jumped up. then he so yang orh suddenly -.- so unlike him. he shall be staying in my room tonite coz he refused to move from my bed. arghhh.

nothing juicy to blog

wed, tong, sam, arick, lester, arthur, A and me went to da jie's house for steamboat dinner. played a few hands of blackjack and lost a lil. A was damn unlucky that day. we tried to combine our powers again but this time things isnt going right still. then we split forces. i headed to mahjong and she stayed on that table to play cards. luck wasnt really there that nite as i dint get to game many times. i managed to stay "afloat" thru my one round of MJ. at the last round, A came in as they closed the cards table for the nite. let her played 2 games and she decided to let me continue instead, guess that wasnt her nite afterall =P. A accompanied me thru the last round when its time to go home as she has to work the next day.
thurs was a good day. had lunch with sam and A at sushi teh near her workplace. we had a sumptious meal and i finished all the food. A wans me to grow "FAT" so i just eat watever i wan. dun needa control, hurhur. then went around town to hang out a lil with sam when A goes back to work. went back to jurong point to meet arick and rot together. and the evening was spent at the airport to see my brother off. he flown to melborne, aussie, to complete his honours in mass comm. i had a surprise dinner when A ask me wat i wanna eat. i was kinda undecisive so she got me chicken cutlet. i dropped by her place to dine with her but she finished her portion while waiting for me so i ate alone with her by my side =X. when i go home, guess wat i saw in my email: It's the perfect night to cook dinner for your sweetie. If the kitchen is off-limits to you (no shame there), then phone in an order and surprise them with their favorite kind of take-out. i know this is for me but A actually did a dejavu thingy =P. so happy. chat with her for a bit before i hit the bar at krugers to meet sam and tong. ended the nite restless at home.
i slpt till 3+pm today, A is calling me pig for that <^-..-"^> . and now she is pigging at home =X. that makes a couple isnt it? hurhur.

hurhur

Dear Andy,
Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Tuesday, February 20:

You sense that your partner isn't telling you everything, but pushing won't get you anywhere. The truth will come out before much longer, and it will be the opposite of a big deal.

went tong house for some money spinning action, was kinda down on luck at first but A say we shld join forces. guess the effect? we won a bit lah. hahaha. she is my lady luck =X. then A, sam and me hit the bar near midnight to chill. just relax there and sing a lil. then comes the nightmare part, no cab -.-z. i have been experiencing this for the past couple of days. so i got kinda used to it. i called for 1/2 hour without any cabs but i got it soon after. made my trip to send A back and of coz went home after that =)
enjoyed the feeling of being alone with A alot. much more than when we r out together. dun ask y coz its a secret. but ultimately, i believe.

i dedicate this to A =) *smile*

It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me,
For loving me

2nd day of pig year.

yeah, tried this quiz thingy. today is the 2nd day of pig year -.-v, slpt till 1+pm then wake up. coz last nite i had mahjong session with tong, sam and arick. later part of the nite i spent with A, army, rev, kitty, ah bao, leslie and kerin at xchange room in boat quay. had some drinks and was really high. at around 3+ we change venue to cloud nine also at boat quay. A and me left around 4+ and i sent her back home. took care of her till 6+ till she's feeling better then i went home and rest. today's program is quite gd lah. coz having a dinner gathering at tong's place. dunno wat r we gonna have -.-z coz i really doubt his organising skills =P anywayz hope to see her later.

寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你
我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你
幸福它真的不容易

pig year's eve

heehee, went to krugers to chill before meeting A on fri nite. her mama wants us to help her with some cny shopping. after shopping, sorta had a small reunion dinner at her place. then went for lunch on sat afternoon. fri was really a great nite =X. i sadly return home for my reunion dinner in the evening =P. after my dinner, went krugers to chill again (with sam, tong, army, rev, aldric, xiao mei zhi and joanne.) then met A after that. had a talk with her and i m glad to know everything is going alrite. now i m home and missing my bed so much. signing off to slp -.-v.

Happy CNY everyone!

你爱就爱何必知道算缘分不重要
你问天天会老我喜欢就去
喜欢到老用尽所有我的好
去代替所有你的糟
我因为你会睡不著墬落进无意间设下的圈套
就算是难也不想逃踏上了不归路一条
不会跪下向月老求饶就算是痛我也会笑
月老他也看不到他听不到
他忙得不能为你祈祷
我猜他早已经把我们忘掉
啊...月老他看不到他听不到
你自己幸福自己去找别等到年老
才发现我的好昨夜梦里我看到月老
他要我劝你好好思考
到底在世间上谁会是对你最好
对你最好呜...原来他看得到
他听得到彼此的心都需要依靠
所以他不舍得把我们拆掉
啊...月老他看得到他听得到
告诉我爱是那么微妙
冥冥中我俩一个都不能少
月老他看得到
他听得到他愿意一直为我祈祷
他祈祷我俩一个都不能少

yeah yeah !

i m awake now to meet A and send her to work -.-v.

Present from A

hurhur -.-v i got a surprise from A on this pleasant night. hahaha after attending church, i went to her place to meet her. i arrived before her as she was doing some shopping in town. had roti prata for supper + a cup of hot tea while waiting. she came back with a bag of mashmallows!!! just for me =) so nice of her. and last but not least, a chupa chup *lemon cola* my fav flavour somemore. how to not love someone like that huh? =P thanks for everything again.

joke to cheer u up at work ^.^
After she woke up, a woman told her husband, "I just dreamed that you gave me a pearl necklace for Valentine's day. What do you think it means?"

"You'll know tonight." he said.

That evening, the man came home with a small package and gave it to his wife. Delighted, she opened it - to find a book entitled "The Meaning of Dreams"

lunch

had lunch at a chinese restuarant at chinatown with A. dim sum lunch. food was kinda bad but overall was gd coz i m eating with her. went to IMM to meet arick, sai, firebanana, wum and kok for pepper lunch -.-v. haven met those sg players for a long time. chat over the meal and i m now preparing to attend church with rev. today hor, before A says she has no time for me, everyone start asking me out. so coincidence -.-". anyways i m ready to go now so blog again when i come home.

wish is still a wish until it comes true =)

-.-v "Loving You Always!" <-- quote of the day!

had a great start in the day when i received an invitation for lunch =) *so happy*. yah, then went to walk walk around and help sam settle his stuff at raffles. then comes the exciting part. collected the flowers i ordered and ran to cold storage to get strawberries for her. sneaked pass the guards and went to her office and deliver them. my plan was kinda ruined as the sound of the lift gave me away -.-" but i was glad that she liked wat i prepared. i m contented =X. for a very long time i have not seen such an expression. i love that feeling of seeing my loved one smile with joy. then went sam's house to chill with arick. had a small warm-up for cny gambling session. i lost 1 buck -.-zzz. we played singapore blackjack, big 2 and the 4 cards thingy which i dunno how to spell. then met with sotong to send that turtle back to camp. tong and arick decided to grab something to eat. they wanted to go geylang for supper when we r back at jurong from ngee soon camp. then on our way to geylang they wanna go bukit timah -.-zzz. had prata for supper. i had CHEESE and MUSHROOM prata plus a cup of teh cino. fulfilling! *dun box me (-o^^)--o*. had some casual chats while eating and headed home after that. hope to see A later if she is free. *hint hint*

Trying to be
To be so strong
I look into your eyes
And say hello
So hopelessly
I wait for your reply
When suddenly you grab me close
And press your lips to mine
You read my mind


Every memory
Every embrace
Every time my lips touch your face
It's nothing like loving you
It's nothing like loving you
It's nothing like loving you
Every single touch
Every on my mind
Cross my heart
Don't know why
It's nothing like loving you
It's nothing like loving you
Loving you


And hopin I'll be
That I'll be strong
I looked into your eyes
And say goodbye
And as I step away
The pains too much
And I turn my face to see your open arms
And I run to you, to you

escape from a car...

yeah yeah -.-v i escaped from the car after so many attempts. my time is 9mins 18 secs. beat that! beat that!! ye ye mu gua -.-v lalalalala.

On the wings of love...

heheee, had a fabulous day with A. went for jap lunch then shop around in town. then had an italian dinner prepared by one of my fav chef =X. i hope A enjoyed her day as well. ok, i m not feeling quite well just now. running nose, blocked nose, cough and all. warning signals from the body i guess. but i just took some medication and i felt better. just reached home from a gathering with tong, sam and arick. they were too tired to join me for breakfast so i went to look for food alone -.-". had the fishball noodles at taman jurong s-11 alone. and a cup of ice lemon tea alone. then i went home alone. but the good thing was, i nv *sneeze sneeze* spent my day alone as A was with me thruout =) she actually accompanied me till 9+++++. *so xinfu!*. today is v day and i wish everyone out there HAPPY V DAY and get many prezzies and love letters wor. i hope everyone is as hei pi as i m!!! best wishes!!

Just smile for me and let the day begin
You are the sunlight that lights my heart within
I'm sure that you're an angel in disguise
Come take my hand and together we will rise
On the wings of love up and above the clouds
The only way to fly is on the wings of love
On the wings of love only the two of us
Together flying high
Flying high upon the wings of love
You look at me and I begin to melt
Just like the snow when the ray of sun is felt
I'm crazy bout ya baby can't you see
I'd be so delighted if you could come with me
On the wings of love up and above the clouds
The only way to fly is on the wings of love
On the wings of love only the two of us
Together flying high
Flying high up on the wings of love
Yes you belong to me
I'm yours exclusively
Right now we live and breathe
Each other indispensable it seems,
We're flowing like a stream
Running free flowing on the wings of love
On the wings of love up and above the clouds
The only way to fly is on the wings of love
On the wings of love only the two of us
Together flying high
Together flying high
On the wings of love up and above the clouds
The only way to fly is on the wings of love
On the wings of love
Only the two of us together flying high
Together flying high
Upon the wings of love

changed

i will be a changed person. i m now living in a changed environment. everything is not the same anymore. i will change to be independent. wait for me to be independent... i know u will =)

hallo aangebedene, ik hou van ye! <--- dutch

my horoscope for the day:
A stroke of luck is going to make life much easier for you and your sweetie, at least for the short-term. Don't worry about whether or not it will repeat -- just enjoy the benefits!

A is for...

Aangebedene!

star gazing

ahhh, last nite was beautiful. i was walking to 7-11 to get some cig when i look up in the sky and saw it was star filled. i immediately informed A but she was not free at that point of time =X. when i got home, we had a small star gazing session together. *different places, but looking at the same star* staring at the star for a long time, i have a feeling. i really missed my relatives in HK and i really miss A (i would have missed my dad, but he reached singapore last nite so i dun have to). i wonder issit the power of the star that made me feel that way? haha. went to check the internet on stars coz we r not sure wat was that isolated yet brightest sparkle in the sky. i checked that the brightest star seen in this period of the year is venus. i tot it was mars coz of the redish luminous appearance. anywayz according to the schedule, we can see it again on the 17th this month. hope u all try to catch a very very bright and twinkling star in the sky, it shld be alone. then talked with A till she retire for the night. i watched a bit of the bruce lee movie shown on channel 8 and dozed off to meet her in dreamland afterthat.
haven done my cny shopping! arghh.
btw tml is mum's bday, shopping something for her later...
and btw meeting A for lunch oso.
and btw i m watching 49th grammy awards now. =P

Auf Wiedersehen!

weekends!

xsb and me
fri and sat nite was spent at Krugers.
on fri, A and me chilled at krugers after her work. mingus came to join us at a later time. had a couple of drinks, some game of pool and plenty of singing. it was enjoyable and relaxing. sent A home after that.
sat was a gathering with some Shattered Galaxy friends (bernard, mingus, xsb, moodmood and rev). we spent our evening walking around orchard. then we had dinner at cineleisure. A was at orchard with her sister too. we actually saw her while we were walking at far east =P. the group of us were deciding on the program for the night. some wanted ktv, some had no ideas. i called A and she suggested krugers. so we all went krugers to chill. A joined us after her shopping trip which was fruitful -.- she got some tops and a really really nice jacket (that kind consider jacket?). that "jacket" looks fantastic on her. when she walked into krugers she stole my attention right away (she would have done that anyways =P). the gaming gang left the bar at around 11+ so left with me and A. we chatted and singed and pooled and drinked. at around 3 her mama called. she was not feeling well. so we rushed back and bring her to consult a doc. after everything was ok, A suggested we go for mac breakfast. it was sausage mcmuffin with egg + extra cheese! wonderful -.-v! A asked for triple cheese but the cashier seems to think she was joking and we got onli double cheese. nevertheless, we spent much time decorating our hashbrowns with pepper and salt. btw our breakfast was at around 4.40, so after breakfast i walked her back to her place. we tried to catch the sunrise but the angle was not right. so we postpone the plan to another time. went home after that and had a really gd slp =X
today nothing special, just like any other sundays. more of relaxing, not wanting to go anywhere kinda mood. woke up at 2pm and slack on bed till 4pm. hahaha. thinking of wat to eat for dinner now so just went ahead to blog first. anyways i m grabbing some light food as i m feeling hungry now. so au revoir! Rawr! Rawr!! Rawr!!!

i m a gd talker -.-v

"Andy, when talking to your partner, you're a Diplomat.

This means that you tend to be a cooperative partner with first-rate listening and negotiation skills. Above all, you seem to try to keep the lines of communication open between you and your significant other. In your mind, it's usually far better to talk about problems as they arise rather than sweep them under the rug. For you to really feel connected to your special someone, it's important that they hear and understand you. Ordinarily, you'll return this courtesy tenfold by paying close attention to your partner's perspective.

Experts agree that for a couple to thrive, they must be able to communicate. People with compatible communication styles tend to bring out the best in one another because their approach to relationships is like-minded. But if you're with someone whose communication style clashes with yours, you're headed for more challenges than most.

Who will you get along best with for the long run? How can you avoid the communication pitfalls that everyone experiences, and how can you improve your communication so you and your partner can have a happier, healthier relationship?"

hurhur, so far so good. all the tests prove that i m still myself =)

LoL another test.

"Andy, your relationship destiny is to Find a Fairy Tale Ending

Cinderella, Snow White — those ladies knew what they were doing. And like these fairy tale heroines, you're a princess at heart who believes that love really does make the world go round. Of course, you're not waiting to be swept off on someone's white horse — you're a modern gal who's not afraid to do a little rescuing yourself.

Independent and confident, you're not about to rely on fate to give you what you want. You've got the drive and spirit to pursue your dreams and find your own destiny. And you're sure to bump into Prince Charming along the way. That's a happy ending!"

yeah, i m really those fairytale kinda person. -.-v

Romance test.

"Andy, your candy heart says U R Sexy!

Whether you admit it or not, let's face it, "U R Sexy". There's just something about your natural allure that keeps people entranced in your presence — even if you're not wearing those hot, tight pants and a shirt unbuttoned to here. People might even be more attracted to you when you're not even trying. That's why some friends may envy you all the more.

So where will the perfect someone find you? Well, if you're not out for dinner or on your way to a surprise weekend getaway, we just might find you surrounded by friends laughing at the local pizza joint where your involuntary charms might be well on their way to piercing an unsuspecting fool's heart.

Just try not to juggle too many admirers at once — even if you know they always want what they can't have. Wait til " U R Ready Sexy". No doubt your ideal date is ready to find you."

heehee, i think i m still kinda romantic huh? i m not actually a loghead i think i m =X

Spilled the beans

nice isnt it. haha found this online. looks lovely. would look great on A but dun think can afford for now... maybe few years down the road. Anyways, today was kinda eventful. met A in the evening and we have our daily dosage of conversation. i actually spilled out something i have been thinking for the past 5 days and the response i got was kinda expected =X all i know is i m who i m and i love u for who u r. this doesnt change anything (ANYTHING). i further understood the whole situation and i m glad to have the opportunity to love u the way i wan (maybe u wan it this way too =P). I will work harder for watever its gonna be in the future. i wanna get the brush to start painting soon. ok, then i missed the last transport back to the west side so i took a cab to meet tong and co. for some DOTA again. dint really wanna play but just joined in as to not being a wet blanket. played a couple of games and then reached home around 5. hahahaha. i m not tired. i m wide awake. but i needa force myself to slp coz i have to prepare some gd stuff for lunch (early one wor).
once again i thank you for loving me. and i thank u for wanting to be there when i needed u in advance.

i know this post is kinda emo, just let me spam it out ya?
i really think that i m becoming selfish! for better or for worse? i have no idea! i will endure thru watever i m gonna experience coz i know u will be there anytime, any place. i know the road will not be smooth but i m sure it will be sweet. i m not giving u anymore daily dosage of candies not because i dun wanna give. i think u will need some time to finish those u already have. if not all got worms. =X this weekend might be bored. i dunno. so i might just hang around and chill.

p.s. i have not done my cny shopping yet -.-

ok, off to bed.

lunch

ahh, i m having egg+crab stick, fried wu xiang and pork belly meat -.-v
no soup this afternoon so i m sticking to my coffee. could have had this meal with A but i woke up late =X
as i mentioned earlier, a boring afternoon! dunno wat i can do other then to call A to disturb her from her work. alrite, i finish my lunch i will disturb her again -.-v

more entries later...

thursday blues

hurhur, had a gd rest. thinking of wat to eat for dinner now >.< hmmm. have to check out wat resources i have inside my fridge... looking forward to evening coz afternoon is really boring. nothing to do leh. =P yesterday went chinatown to meet A after work. went to get some puffs from oiishi. the one i had was realy gd, its called the oiishi puff. the filling is like chicken pie, with cheese!
A had the traditional curry puff which she said is not fantastic. we then head to a hk style dessert shop. arghhh, kinda disappointed with the stuff they offer. i had steam milk and A had sesame paste and mango + grapefruit thingy. we wanted to try the hakka "suan pan zhi" but they say out of stock -.-" lucky that i dun have much expectations when i step into the shop. i think needa head back to hk this yr. depending on schedule. must go back enjoy. kidnap A back as well. haha. ok thatz all for now. more content tonite... =)

ciaoz

after lunch

from yahoo mail.

hot afternoon, so warm and stuffy in my room. finished my lunch not long ago. had a stiff neck while lying on my bed talking to A thru the phone. while waiting for 5 o'clock so i can get out of home, i just type something here for fun.
i dunno if the gif file above can work. but i got this from yahoo mail... kinda cute. *for u =)*

gaming nite

ahh, this is an early post. i just reached home from a nite of gaming with sotong, lester and arthur. we haven had this kinda life for a very long time since everyone is busy with their own lives. though tired, i kinda enjoyed their company. hahaha. anywayz i met A for lunch at raffles place BK. i fulfilled my desire for mushroom swiss (with xtra cheese) with A. really craved for that in the morning when A was having Mac's sausage mcmuffin with egg (with xtra cheese) and she ordered that while on the phone with me -.- *temptation!*. after lunch i met TD, des and bad for some billard session. bad seems to be super on form just now -.-" like being possessed by john higgins. i did fairly well too and i must thank that special msg i received while playing =P. met A after work at serangoon and got her pearly from mr. bean. hurhur hope she enjoyed it. i oso got her some butterflies (ewww) design bandages. *p.s. i really hate butterflies, i like anything except butterflies* but since A likes them, i shld learn to be more appreciative towards those flappy creatures. i m getting addicted to A and i love that feeling. hurhur, this might sound mushy but i needa emphasize, i really am attracted to her. just hope to see her everyday. ermmm. a bit too straightforward le... nvm since i feel like typing it out, i shldnt delete it away. heehee. alrite, going to catch a short rest before the day breaks.
to all: happy working!
to A: and dancing -.-v!

因为我wanna be your lover wanna be your man
说你害怕因为受过伤
不需要害怕因为我不是他

woohoo!

tried to make wen nuan pai dinner, seems ok i guess coz i dint get a slap last nite. =X
chilled at krugers and had a pleasant surprise. hahaha so hei pi! anywayz i had a fantastic nite and i m enjoying every second spent with you. Thx =)

can't you be my lover don't wanna be your friend
给你幸福每一天
给你幸福到永远

new week!

welsh corgi

hurhur, a new week is starting. everyone shld be busy again after a weekend break haha. this pic posted is the doggy A wanted so badly. all i can say is ermm, kawaii~~ muahahaha. ok sun was nothing, a relax day at home watching tv (hearing it most of the time), surfing the net, eating, eating, drinking coffee, more eating and drinking more coffee. so nothing much to blog i guess. hur hur. i alwayz like to blog at this timing. my mind is so fresh and i feel like a computer after a reboot LoL. i just enjoy the way my life is going. i dun wan this to end. i wanna be like this. i just miss your presence. alritey signing off le. got a dream to catch =P. cya!

wanna be your lover wanna be your man
我只希望给你多一点
我只要你开心多一点

kruger-ean

went kruger like i mentioned. had a couple of drinks and some singing spree which made my night so enjoyable. yah, and on sat afternoon, i went for treasure hunt on my way to meet A. and i actually found that long lost treasure *those who dunno dun have to know* =). i did some crazy stuff this week which i cant believe i will do (same as above, those dunno dun needa know). maybe i m now driven by a force. I really wan to spend all of my time to be useful. every sec seems to count now as i m sorta building my future. i shld resume my driving lessons soon. ok, going to bed. needa hug my pillow tonite =P

四.接受这命运
五.永远不分离
说你愿意
那最后一个一定要说你愿意

-.-v

sat now, 2pm, all prepared to go out but wait! i dunno go where -.-" now wait for A to finish her stuff then call me loh. another nite at krugers today. spending time at a pub is really a gd past time for me. sit there drink a bit, sing a bit, play games a bit. so relax. no other stuff is as fun + relaxing compared to pubbing. (dun tell me slp -.-z, slp IS relax, but NOT fun.) anywayz dunno wat else to blog le, entries to come after i return tonite ba. =)

一.让我保护你
二.让我照顾你
三.所有的要求不能当作游戏

hurhur

another angel with doggy hur hur =)

yup, i m back at home now. tonite wasnt intended to stay out till late. but since the party is calling my name, i went along. was at tampines in the afternoon to settle some stuff, then picked A from work. decided to go krugers to chill. and later to club momo. A didnt really enjoy herself. maybe shes too tired or music not right. i m also kinda brain dead + backache. i learnt a new cocktail by the name of "Blue Frog". i dunno watz the content but i saw the bartender pouring red bull + many many diff kinds of liquor into a beer mug. nice blue color and sweet taste. but i think its kinda strong, though i dint feel any kick =x *yaya papaya*
then sent A home before heading home. had a lil chat again and i understand her better yet again. i m so glad that she is slowly opening up herself to me. i know A has many things in mind. dun ask me how i know, but i just know. watever it is, wat i said will still stand till the day i stop breathing (its not those "I Love U forever" thingy). hurhur and my saturday healthy lifestyle no more!!! with the amount of time i m resting, i doubt i can get up before noon >.< *i need exercise!*

yah, so ermmm, my bed is calling for me once again. blog again soon.

第四次看着你我有些要求
请你能够安安静静的聆听

Rawr!

angel and doggy

heehee, spend the nite at home -.-v rotting with tv and lappy. and i got computer virus from a fren -.-zzzz came home after supper + tea session with sam and tong again. had a tiff with my mom just before i left home. she say i shldnt be too picky on jobs -.-, she ask me to work as anything first and she gave me some real good advice like "sweep floor, macdonalds etc." i was shocked... i was amazed that she actually said "u think u can get an office job meh? 24 years old liao still dreaming."
nevertheless, i did gave her a nice reply "y shld i study in the first place if i wan those jobs u mentioned?!" and she thinks that i m being naive and over-confident. of coz i m confident, i know wat i have. i m not looking for a 3k monthly starting pay jobs or jobs that onli require me to sign papers at start. i m looking for those with prospect, those that allow me to grow and most imptly those that can let me realise my dreams for the coming future. i m very angry now... i really am. but i m equally disappointed...
things like this dun happen when my dad is around. my mom alwayz takes advantage of the fact that my shield is not around, and she starts attacking me. i told my dad regarding my career choices thru long distance call and he actually encourage and supported my stand. and the person living with me now, is actually throwing stones and sticks at me. wat is happening -.-"
enuff of whining, gd news for today, my younger brother has been accepted into RMIT honours. he will be flying off to melborne in 3 weeks time to pursue his dream. i wish him all the best here. another thing that makes my heart warm is that i know there is always someone there for me, always there 24/7, like 7-11 =P. u know who u r, so i dun mention ya name le.
ok, signing off =)

第三次看见你想要告诉你
我真的爱你是真的爱你

missing ya. i really need u now but i wont wanna disturb u from ya slp =)

happy

1 month has past. the month of january was good, plenty of memories and fun. up-coming in this month, lotsa events to look out for. got the v-day, got cny (this year must win more money -.-v) .
i just woke up and i decided to blog this entry because i just feel like it. so not much to type also. just wanna blog.

第二次看见你我竟然失控
是我的错请你原谅我

heehee, dunno if my wish today will come true, but i m still optimistic. =)

happy 1 month!!

tag tag tag

hey hey, tagboard is up and running for those who wishes to spam... yupyup, spent a lovely evening with A. wonderful dinner we had. fabulous chat we had. fantasic chill out we had. everything was so nice and sweet today that makes me jump for joy. -.-v
i just reached home from supper + billard session with sotong and sam. kinda tired. today i actually overslept on the train and reached habourfront instead of transiting at outram -.-", so embarassed *arghh* anywayz i m looking forward to today. when the day breaks and noon comes, i hope that wat i wished for will happen =)
ok thatz it for now, my bed is paging for me again... hurhur

第一次看着你就为你心动
聪明的我怎能让你走