nice isnt it. haha found this online. looks lovely. would look great on A but dun think can afford for now... maybe few years down the road. Anyways, today was kinda eventful. met A in the evening and we have our daily dosage of conversation. i actually spilled out something i have been thinking for the past 5 days and the response i got was kinda expected =X all i know is i m who i m and i love u for who u r. this doesnt change anything (ANYTHING). i further understood the whole situation and i m glad to have the opportunity to love u the way i wan (maybe u wan it this way too =P). I will work harder for watever its gonna be in the future. i wanna get the brush to start painting soon. ok, then i missed the last transport back to the west side so i took a cab to meet tong and co. for some DOTA again. dint really wanna play but just joined in as to not being a wet blanket. played a couple of games and then reached home around 5. hahahaha. i m not tired. i m wide awake. but i needa force myself to slp coz i have to prepare some gd stuff for lunch (early one wor).once again i thank you for loving me. and i thank u for wanting to be there when i needed u in advance.
i know this post is kinda emo, just let me spam it out ya?
i really think that i m becoming selfish! for better or for worse? i have no idea! i will endure thru watever i m gonna experience coz i know u will be there anytime, any place. i know the road will not be smooth but i m sure it will be sweet. i m not giving u anymore daily dosage of candies not because i dun wanna give. i think u will need some time to finish those u already have. if not all got worms. =X this weekend might be bored. i dunno. so i might just hang around and chill.
p.s. i have not done my cny shopping yet -.-
ok, off to bed.
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