Weekends

this friday went krugers after work with xbd. then we went MH after that... drink and played loh... then sat spent the earlier part of the day at home. then the later part was spent with xbd, basically just spent some quality time with her... sit around and watched tv while munching the kfc we got for dinner. then happened to be showing stephen chow de comedy on tv... so we watched loh... then chat till morning then i go home.
sun i spent with my god son. passed him the 2 pieces of clothes me and xbd got for him at malacca. he actually said he like it. imagine a 2 yrs old kid telling u he like the clothes u bought without any prompts from anyone... so sweet. how i wished xbd was around to see it. hahaha. then played mahjong and lost money >.<. they say love life is successful then gambling luck will be down. i guess so ba... hahaha dunno lah... anyways this week is crucial for my career... i got something to do to take a step up the corporate ladder...

and as per requested... here goes:

阿沁: 其实还爱你

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你