Wed & Thurs

wed after work went dinner... japanese paper pot @ chinatown. hahaha. with xbd, lihui, XX and gilbert. then went krugers to chill. then around 10+ went clinic @ clarke quay. meet ah long there. then went clinic but it was a disappointment... so bored. then after a while, went mac supper then all go home.
i love u xbd!!!

thurs went ice skate in the afternoon then massage+body scrub in the evening. so revitalised now... all prepared for the future!!!
i love u xbd!!!

and friday is here once more.... the day that i enjoy... i shall post again when i got more stuff to post. take care peeps....
i love u xbd!!!

叶倩文 - 真心

盼到了黎明 又怕让自己清醒
有多少未知的莫名委屈
要我强忍著不能哭泣
我真的累了 累得想放弃逃避
逃回那不再有谁会再乎的过去
走过了风雨 在身上留下了痕迹
回想起这一切 百感交集
分不清该可悲还是欢喜
我真的累了累得我无法继续
有谁能看见我那颗平凡执著的心
为何我用真心做的梦爱的人说的话
没有人愿意相信
而一个小小的天地只属於自己 却如此遥不可及
我只想用真心做个梦爱个人说些话
安静的面对命运
但这无奈的心情 我又能说给谁听

You will never walk alone...

yesterday had a pizza treat in office.. but the pizza arrived very late and made us all hungry -.-z. anyways pizza was nice. the company is called pizza de france. nv heard of them till ytd. hahah. then after work went to pick xbd from work. she was so tired that i see it written all over her face. i think she is going thru a lot of emotional struggle... but i can tell her i will always be by her side. if she needs a listening ear, i will be the ears. if she needs company, i will be right here waiting for her. if she needs a hug, i will give it to her. if she needs to cry, i will lend her my shoulders. watever the case is, time is definitely the best medicine... all i can do is be the doctor to prescribe u the medicine.
tonite going out... most prob to clinic... but see how ba. anywhere is fine. as long as things r fine...

Dear Andy,
Here is your horoscope
for Wednesday, May 30:

While current circumstances may not favor you right now, hang in there. You believe you'll be vindicated in the end, and you're right. Let that knowledge influence your behavior now. Be forgiving and compassionate. See if you can take a rain check on any new agreements or institutions -- you need to stick with the tried and true for now. Your partner will almost certainly get it this time.

pirates of the carribean

yupyup, after work, went to catch pirates with colleagues. tix r FOC courtesy of my company so we all went to GV tiong bahru to watch it. then nothing much going on today except the fact that i got worried for xbd. she like damn troubled. then dun wanna talk to me abt it... dunno watz wrong. thatz y till now cannot slp loh... lie down close my eyes oso cannot rest. haix. just hope its gd things. i really had enuff of bad things. i do see more and more gd things are coming into my life. so i guess things shld just be heading the right direction after so many twist and turns. anyways i go make myself some noodles coz i still cant slp! alrite, take care peeps....

Melaka weekends!!

yup, as the title says. i went melaka this weekend.. this was my first trip to melaka. i went with xbd and family. objective was not to sightsee or shopping but more of attending the wedding of xbd's jiejie wedding. took leave on fri so went slpover at xbd's hse on thurs after work. that nite was quite hectic as both of us have to rush around singapore to fulfill our own task before setting off. then when back for dinner. then help ah jie with her preparation till late nite. early in the morn on fri we set off. and after that long trip, we arrived in melaka around lunchtime... then had a homely lunch at xbd's jie fu's house. then went back do some shopping in JUSCO. we then had satay celap for dinner. something new and interesting for me coz its the first time i m exposed to this kinda food. when the satay gravy boils in a pot and we all take the sticks filled with food and stuff it in to cook. overall satisfaction was gd. then went to jonker walk to shop along the night markets. bought a bit of stuff. but the rest wanna go back rest le, so me and xbd gotta rush here and there and did not really completed our shopping spree.
sat was the BIG day. woke up, and prepared to go for the wedding dinner. me and xbd are supposed to assist in the image processing. so we kinda missed the dinner as we were busy at our "work station". nevertheless, jie fu (victor) got us a very delicious supper. some noodles from a stall nearby.
then sunday was the last day there. so we went around shopping once again after checking out. lunch at a nonya restuarant where the food is gd but spicy. i think the spice in the food upsetted my stomach... i have been running to the toilet till now. after lunch went to get some local snacks from a famous food shop. and then went to hero mall to see wat is in there for us to spend our bucks. both xbd and I got quite a bit of stuff. and we got 2 tops for our er zi. then the day ended around 6+ as we gotta rush back to singapore.
overall the trip was fantastic. just that we were a lil too busy to really enjoy the trip as a trip. nx time, very soon, i will have another trip with xbd. a trip where we can really relax and enjoy our time together...


gotta go work le... take care peeps.

Wednesday

ytd is pretty much monotonus, work -> home -> sports -> home -> slp. haha. though i felt tired, but i cant really slp last nite. i have been anticipating for tml's trip. i had travelled around countless time but this time i m very excited. no idea y. btw this quote from somebody really stuck me hard. it stuck me when i first know her and saw her profile. then this morn dunno y i go see her profile again to look for this quote....

| w|sh | could tel u e way tat | feel so tortured ins|de, | wan 2 say so many th|ngs but | cant f|nd e courage. Can u C thru my emot|on? | try 2 put on an act. Can u see thru me? | cant h|de much longer, sooner or later | w|l tel u... | jus hope u LOVE ME the way U Use t()~

there are always times where ppl think of something like this. but i guess we all shldnt cry over spilled milk. instead we should look at how things are doing and cherish watever we have now. heres the other paragraph...

Think and take time to listen to ur heart. Sometimes u don't need to ask yourself who u love more but ask who really makes u happy and who makes u feel loved!

so true... but words are always easy to type/say/write. it would be a difficult choice when it comes to reality... now for the next part...

In life we seldom find true love and if ever u find it, hold on to it never let it go, for it's the only true thing in life worth holding on.

Maybe e reason why I haven't found who I've been searching for is becos I know that I've already found him. It's just up to him to say whether I am who he has been waiting for.

If u love some1,if u truly love some, u will put aside foolish pride and fear, and love them without regret, without worry, bcos u knw tat without them there is no reason to love

if the person typing this is refering to this as a guide, maybe things would be different. haha. anyways all these words i quoted was in my head since 1st JAN 2007. but it was just pushed behind my head by other stuff... now that the reall issue is here, these words really really comes back and hit me on the spot. these should also hit everyone who is in this situation. anyways its time to go to work le... take care peepz =)

Tuesday's updates!

ytd was a lil busy at work... but i still got time to read some jokes and stuff to keep my day bright =). then after work when for a haircut as required for this weekend. i was glad that A actually opened up and talked to me finally... she had been keeping things in her for quite some time le. at least now there is a clearer picture of wat she wants and wat she intended to do. of coz, it feels gd to know watz going on than to think abt it everyday and night. but somehow or another, i cant really slp well last nite. maybe i wasnt as tired as i tot i was. nevertheless, i woke up late today but still managed to get prepared in time for work. i was preparing for my weekends last nite and my mum told me a fantastic thing, she forgot where she put the digicam!!! arghhh... but then nvm, i still got a spare digi video recorder, though its much bulkier, at least can take videos and snapshots. if my mum really cant find the digicam by thurs, i will have to make do with this bigger and fatter version for the weekends. anyways i am already charging its 2 battery packs =X. today i should be joining my colleagues for weekly sports day again! but that really depends on the situation. if help is needed, i will give it a go. coz this weekend is coming so there might be chances of needing my assistance for watever issue around. coz i m the MAN! =P alritey, time to hit my workplace. take care peeps, enjoy ya wednesday!

mon!

dun love me for fun, girl. let me be the one girl. Love me for a reason, let the reason be love...

haha. spent the nite with A. picked her up after work and dine with her. then be her assistant in doing treatment for her hair. then watched tv then went home. hurhur, ytd was so diff... the way A looked at me, the way she talked to me, its like the good old days once more... we had plenty of food last nite although we both said we r not hungry. maybe the time spend together can make us do wonders. =P. we just eat and eat non-stop till we finished all those food we got. then hor when i was back at my area, got this fellow following me from bus stop till quite a distance. i caught him at the edge of my eyes le, then he started running towards me.. i turn around and raised my hand a lil loh... then he turn 90 degree and ran across the road and disappeared into the HDB blocks. i think he was up to no good lah. coz when i turn he gave me the dodgy look. lucky nothing happened. so considered myself lucky loh.



Dear Andy,
Here is your horoscope
for Tuesday, May 22:

You're ready to face reality, and can easily get your partner to do the same. There's some issue that you know you can face together, so take a good, hard look and figure out the next step.


i am having problem doing chinese input.. dunno y.. so i cant type out some quote i saw yesterday. sry A.. =X but i have another phrase in mind =) enjoy...

*~*~*~*~*~* Choose the One u Love, Love the One u Chose! *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

For A

i miss u... can u feel it? hahaha
the more obstacles we are going thru, i guess we will treasure each other even more compared to those fairy tales kinda love story. i will treasure you =)

relaxed weekends

Dear Andy,
Here is your horoscope
for Monday, May 21:

It's a good time to sit down with your partner and talk about what you really want, now and in the future. You might not realize that you share quite a bit of the same vision.

hahaha. sat and sun i spent at home wor... gd boy isnt it? i guess this could be the kinda life i will be spending.. i have to learn to take care of myself more... in order to take care of someone else, we gotta take gd care of ourselves first isnt it??? so i guess therez nothing much to blog as i have been at home these 2 days... stay tuned...

Friday!!!

yesterday went krugers after picking up A from work. then went krugers. then as usual had couple of drinks, played pool and sang. and of coz, fri nite has always been a nite to duel between me and A (pool and drinking games). then intended to go MH at nite. but hor... everyone tired so went home le. then stayed with A till morning before i go rest.
today dunno go where, so i am staying at home and waiting for her to call me. dunno wat time she will call but i will be patient... coz gd stuff is worth the wait =).

Friday is finally here!~~

the well-anticipated friday has finally arrived. friday is a special day, a day when i get to go out after work. and a day i can enjoy myself without worrying that i am tired. haha...

Dear Andy,
Here is your horoscope
for Friday, May 18:

Some people are always asking, 'Why me?' Rarely do they ask themselves, 'How did I get so lucky?' even though that's just as valid a question. Make sure you appreciate all that this life is offering you.

this morning i woke up late =X but still in time for my morn coffee and blog before leaving for work. anyways i had this song ringing in my mind since i am slping. "Build me up Buttercup". dunno y but this song keep repeating itself. since its a light yet sweet song, i guess my day would be somewhat the same. hahaa. hope ba. anyways TGIF. i going off le.... take carez!

Build Me Up Buttercup

Why do you build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, baby,
Just to let me down (let me down)
and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all)
you never call, baby,
When you say you will (say you will)
but I love you still
I need you (I need you)
more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, don't break my heart

"I'll be over at ten", you told me time and again
But you're late, I wait around and then
I run to the door, I can't take any more
It's not you, you let me down again

(Hey, hey, hey!) Baby, baby, try to find
(Hey, hey, hey!) A little time,
and I'll make you mine
(Hey, hey, hey!) I'll be home
I'll be beside the phone waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo

Why do you build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, baby,
Just to let me down (let me down)
and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all)
you never call, baby,
When you say you will (say you will)
but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, don't break my heart

You were my toy but I could be the boy you adore
If you'd just let me know (bah-dah-dah)
Although you're untrue, I'm attracted to you
all the more, Why do I need you so

(Hey, hey, hey!) Baby, baby, try to find
(Hey, hey, hey!) A little time
and I'll make you mine,
(Hey, hey, hey!) I'll be home,
I'll be beside the phone waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo

Why do you build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, baby,
Just to let me down (let me down)
and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all)
you never call, baby,
When you say you will (say you will)
but I love you still
I need you (I need you)
more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, don't break my heart

I-I-I need you-oo-oo more than anyone, baby
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, don't break my heart

homely thurs

ohhh, went to work after blogging!!! then A told me my entry onli left with title... -.-zzz i remembered i checked before i leave home but... nvm, i put the past behind... =P (actually i lazy and slpy) today i was at work. my job was crazy today. i work like a cleaner -.-zzzz label all the spoilt chairs then carry them to the back of our office. after that did archiving for the documents. then take all those unwanted doc to the shredder (lucky not i shred, if not i'll shred my boss). then went to do wat i have to do. wat a way to start my day. and then no mood go for lunch, so went down grabbed a smoked salmon sandwich and a double shot cuppacino to fill my stomach at lunchtime. then finished off the day dozing away. hahaha. after work went to pick A up for dinner. we had ramen for dinner. nice soup base. enjoyed my meal. then tv session again -.-v. all these dinner + tv sessions are making my feel very xin fu. in fact this is the kinda xin fu that i enjoy. that i wanna live my life for. that i wanna spend the rest of my time with. then hor... i go home loh. i wanted to go slp le. but something was undone. so i cant rest well. get out of bed and turn on my com to look for the song "would you be there" by redwan ali. to my disappointment, there is no source on the net. one of the forums mentioned that this song is not available commercially yet. and no lyrics!!!!! so nvm. i going to bed -.-zzz eyes left one opened. alrite, gd nitez!!

<>< & co.

tues

aiyo, today wanna join my dad for dinner after work. but then hor... he flew off le -.-zzzzzzzzz anyways i hung at home thruout the nite. nothing much to blog today oso. and btw, something wrong with my blogger interface when i wanna input new entries. dunno y. not really affecting my work though. so i will just let it be and see how it goes...
Dear Andy,
Here is your horoscope
for Wednesday, May 16:

It's a perfectly romantic day, and most likely your sweetie will be open to anything you suggest. A quiet dinner might be nice, or dancing. Do whatever feels right to you!

sweet monday.

yesterday was the first day of the week. but i feel gd abt it. unlike other mondays. hahaha. i just dun have the blue feeling. when to pick A up after work then dine at mac. after that sit around and chat for a bit. then went to watch the 9pm chinese show with her. happened to found an old show by wang lee hom in her dvd recorder. so we spent the rest of the night with it. then went home le. simple, warm and loving. 3 lil words to describe how i feel when i m with her by my side.

aiyo!! i wanna complain!! the gst offset hor, i will onli be getting 100 (offset) + 100 (NSmen)... RAWR!!! so lil meh? not 200 - 250 + 100 meh? arghhh.... the govt dun like poor ppl i think -.-zz but nvm lah, its free money anyways.. =X
alrighty, time to head for work. if onli every nite is like last nite =)............................
oh ya! i had this cute dream last nite... ermmm, but i dun think i m gonna share it here. haven had such dreams as i have been having nitemare and unpleasant dreams for the past few months. maybe its an omen. maybe the rainbow is coming after the rain. maybe maybe maybe...

sweet monday.

yesterday was the first day of the week. but i feel gd abt it. unlike other mondays. hahaha. i just dun have the blue feeling. when to pick A up after work then dine at mac. after that sit around and chat for a bit. then went to watch the 9pm chinese show with her. happened to found an old show by wang lee hom in her dvd recorder. so we spent the rest of the night with it. then went home le. simple, warm and loving. 3 lil words to describe how i feel when i m with her by my side.

aiyo!! i wanna complain!! the gst offset hor, i will onli be getting 100 (offset) + 100 (NSmen)... RAWR!!! so lil meh? not 200 - 250 + 100 meh? arghhh.... the govt dun like poor ppl i think -.-zz but nvm lah, its free money anyways.. =X
alrighty, time to head for work. if onli every nite is like last nite =)............................
oh ya! i had this cute dream last nite... ermmm, but i dun think i m gonna share it here. haven had such dreams as i have been having nitemare and unpleasant dreams for the past few months. maybe its an omen. maybe the rainbow is coming after the rain. maybe maybe maybe...

horoscope.

Dear Andy,Here is your horoscope for Monday, May 14:
Who -- you? The easygoing, dreamiest sign of the zodiac demanding that people be accountable for their actions -- including yourself? Go on with your bad self. You've got what it takes to make everybody toe the line. You need to make sure you aren't assuming too much about your sweetheart. If you're puzzled, you're probably on the right track -- so kick back and enjoy the mystery of love.

超级爱你

为何我会花上几天等候你
陪同你吃一片士多啤梨
谁叫你那么美
能叫我给你企一世纪
为何我这双脚只懂走近你
遗忘我也拥有自己屋企
行了数百公里
还能再见到你我不会死

几多秒我也等过
几公里我也走过
只想你坐到这里陪我爱我最好不过

连秀发也可以给我摸
然后亲亲耳朵
好过等到没结果
几多秒我也等过
几公里我也走过
手手脚脚也等到腾了空
像浮在星河
就算太晚都要赶快见你
期待一天你终于会记起
我超级爱你

连时间也不理专心等候你
但是你放心我负担得起
像要报告天气
由最暖等到雪都会飞
连遥远也不理只想走近你
疲劳我会装作事不关己
直至我见到你
才能够赞赏你美得会飞

heehee, this weekend was good. fri nite was a session at krugers. with sam solid des and of coz, my beloved A. had a bit of drinks then went to MH@BQ. 2 bottles there and everyone was kinda high. then the sg peeps came down and join us. a bit long nv see some of them. haha. then they wanted to go elsewhere at around 4 but we decided to go home coz too tired. so i spent the rest of the time before daybreak with A. then went home.
on sat, i stayed at home thinking of places to go then sam called and ask me to go carribean2. after dinner when i m all prepared and on my way. sam told me he booked table at beersheba@safra town club. -.-zzz he said he forgot abt carribean.... then we all went there loh. tong, sam, rick (sam's bro) and ah bee (sam's bro's gf). then when we reach there, i came to know that A is coming to join us =). wahahhahahahahhaha. so happy again. then played 5-10 and thai baccarat. A was blaming me for passing my bad luck to her... but i think i m the one bringing gd luck to her though. anyways it doesnt matter! coz we all had our fair share of fun. then stayed with A till daybreak again before going home.
sun was mother's day. so even if i slp at 7am, i decided to be a gd boy and wake up at 10. to have dimsum with my parents. haha. went to our fav place at shaw house. kam's boat restuarant. ordered lotsa stuff with just the 3 of us. so long haven had tea drinking session with them, kinda nice. then after dimsum, sam and family ask me to go ps meet them. 2nd round -.-zz. i think the dimsum haven crawl to my stomach when i started having sushi with them. then afterwich, shopping spree for ah bee as she will be going for an ops in the evening today. then sam pull me to the arcade and we played stupid games to spend our time. then at around 5+ we took a cab to the old turf club. to dine at the owen seafood restuarant. this is the first time i dine at the old turf club although i heard of the cheap pricing there. not bad. the food really cheap even though its mother's day. rick was like telling me the food is half price on normal days. so i think its really worthy. this is the 2nd time i dine with sam de family... as in his grandma and aunt, uncles and cousins. they were very nice to me haha. so long haven had dinner with like so many ppl. the surprising thing was, sam de grandma joined us when we smoking -.-. i was stunned for a moment when she started lighting a ciggy with us. hhahaha. anyways she seems cheerful and chatty coz when we are going home, she tried to talk to me. she speaks in hokkien and english (mixed) so i have to use my lil brain to break her meanings down bit by bit. then managed to have this 5 mins conversation with her. hahah. after dinner at around 8.30, sam and me dun wanna go home yet. so ask sam de father drive us to chinatown to have durian. as both of us had our tanks filled, we onli had 1 durian for the nite. sam haven had durian for a long time so he was longing for it. i did have my fair share of durians with A so i m still ok, although i enjoy the taste very much. after durian then sam say wan play jackpot. so we went to the chinese football club at oriental plaza to spin our money away. both of us dun seemed to be in luck as we see our money drop to zero within half hour -.-zz. i think as sam has to stay in camp for 2 weeks, he dun wanna go home so early. so he say go beersheba. then since i m not very tired, i joined him loh. we had beer this time and we told each other we gotta leave before 12mn. we had 6 songs for the nite. 2 canto, 2 hokkien and 2 mandarin. hahaha. after 6 songs just nice 11+pm. so we left the place. then took a cab and go home.
hmmm. if all my weekends are to be spent like this, i think i will really have a fulfilling life =). i just like the feeling of being a balanced person. work, love, brothers, family... these 4 elements must all be present in my life i guess, they make me know that i m alive. if i am to use a sentence to describe my life, it will definitely be, "it's just getting better!!"

ok, time to go to work le. hope my post had entertained whoever reading. haha. take care peeps. have a wonderful week ahead!!

hei pi™ thursday!

yup. i m happy. i met A after work. then went shopping at ps. then A got me an ashtray -.-v. then went to buy kfc for dinner. maybe its onli less than a week but it seems a long time we last met. got those long lost feeling while waiting for her at her office. hahaha. i m just happy. dun ask me y. spending a nite watching tv with her by my side seems to be the best hobby i ever had. after a sumptious chicky dinner, watched tv, then her mama came back. then chat with her a bit. then off i went to home sweet home. this might be a typical nite for most couples but trust me, i felt different. i felt wonderful. i dunno if its the problems between us causing all these or watsoever. i dun care anyways. as long as she is happily by my side, i m satisfied. one pic for the day.
this is the ashtray from A. the shape of lungs and its battery operated. haven tried it out(coz i dun have batt atm) but its supposed to cough whenever i put my fags on it. will update the result or even the sound clip asap.

i forsee another heipi™ day tml. coz its fri. TGIF!!! fri is a gd nite for dating =P

nitez all, signing off!

blogging with my eyes closed... >.<

this pic is not new. let u all see my angry face!
just now was sports day for me and my colleagues. we had basketball and soccer for the night. i think very long nv exercise, my body is aching like an old man... arghhh. A is aslp now and i will be tucking in soon. aiyo, dunno y i keep mentioning her in these tiny little things within my blog. but then come to think abt it, blogging is about me. so i guess i treat her as part of me ba. hurhur. anyways i really need slp. too tired to open my eyes. i learnt a phrase today. kinda real. i shall quote it here : "HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED!!" the meaning of this phrase is straightforward. u can go to hell but nv make a woman pissed -.-zzzz

Nitez all!

RED EYES!

dunno y wake up with both eyes swollen. painful -.-z

wednesday! gd stuff. mid week is always good. coz i am already anticipating my weekends. 2 more days at work then can really enjoy myself and take a break. tiring is not really the word. just that i wan a break every now and then. even from doing nothing =). nothing much to add on le. Signing off with my sore eyes and morning coffee. take care peeps. have a wonderful wednesday.

share my horoscope for today:
Dear Andy,
Here is your horoscope
for Wednesday, May 9:

It's high time you enjoyed yourself, especially before the next round starts. So this activity is a little unorthodox, but who cares? Rediscover something that makes you happy, and then do it -- soon. Your altruistic side is facing the world today, and you can't decide where to get started. There may be some new kid who needs a tour, or maybe you feel like volunteering for a charity.

today after work met a neighbour in entertainment center. then he keep asking me if i know a girl. he says that she say she knows me. but i dun remember knowing someone by her name. so he asked me if he can pass my number to her. so i say ok loh. then after that went arcade play game awhile, then went home le. chat with A on the phone. then play freecell. then watching tv now and bloggin at the same time. again, weekdays have got nothing juicy and interesting to blog. tml i got sports day with my colleagues. they ask me to join them for soccer session... looking forward to it.. =) anyways gonna slp... gd nitez.!

mon is supposed to be a sucky day. but hor, today kinda surprised... nothing to do in office... hahaha. everyone kinda free today. then after work went back to jurong. then met solid for dinner. then went home le. nothing much done. looking forward to the rest of the week =).


joy + sorrow = the kinda feeling inside me... hahaha.

nothing.

wat taste do you get when u mix joy with sorrow??

weekends!

omg, A has transmitted her STM disease to me -.-zz. basically i forgot wat i did over the weekends... but i did retrieved the information i needed (by calling A). ok, fri after work, when to pick up A from her work place. then we went body shop to get some stuff her sis and her wants. then intended to go carribean2 but we decided to hit kruger first. then spent the night with des, adrian and alvin. wonderful nite with plenty of booze. then sent A home before going home to end the tiring yet happy day =). sat was kinda the same. spent the day at home. then went kruger at nite. A happened to be "un-dated" so she called to ask if i m going out. then met her at kruger with des and co. again. then frankie came down with alex. and around 1+ jack (alex's brother) came down to join us so we stayed till 3+. and my ke lian de A gotta wake up early this morn as her attendance is required for some issue. sun was alright. i went for lunch at zingdo with tong. then went to meet my er zi. too bad A cant come with us. brought them out to Lot 1 to be part of the spiderman 3 event there. when i saw my er zi's family (4 kids), my mind starts to roll abt my own in the future =X. 4 is the magic number huh... =) A was busy enjoying herself while me and tong went jp later at nite and rot. then went home at around 10+ as tong wanna go lan shop play game. then i spent the time home to try think of wat i have done these 2 dats. hahahaha. lucky A is still not aslp so i called her to provide me with the necessary details. i guess i m looking forward to nx week. life is tough when i onli get to enjoy 1 (when i m lucky i get 2) nite every week. but wat to do? everyone gotta bear with this kinda obstacles in life.
dunno y but today made me think a lot. not as in think of new stuff. as in i kept recalling the past. not those really long past. but the beginning of these year. like how i got to know A, how we get to know each other better, how we get to where we are now.... hmmm, kinda sweet memories but like i said, obstacles are always around. if my obstacle is a wall, i will smash it with a hammer. if my obstacle is a target board, i will shoot it down with a gun. if my obstacle is a sandbag, i will punch it with all my might. but unfortunately, mine is none of the above mentioned and all i can do is onli wait............................................................................................
will i overcome this obstacle and be wat i wanna be? stay tuned for more -.-v *sorry, i m trying to be lame...*
ok then, gd nite peeps... gonna have a gd rest for my work tml =). take care peeps. may all of your wishes come true. (even if mine dont, i hope all my frenz do)






till this very day i m still waiting................. can you tell me if i m doing the right thing?

TGIF

TGIF =)
For my Love:

Lousy wednesday.

boring ah... spent my time at home after work. watched tv all the way. nothing much to blog coz of a weird dream. i dun wanna talk abt it...............................................

happy monday, dramatic tuesday.

mon is the eve of labour day. so monday night will definitely not be spared. went down krugers with A, des and solid. together with des's fren adrian. then saw francis there as well as alvin. had a night of fun as 30 apr is adrian's bday and 1 may happens to be francis's bday. then went kruger is closing, we headed to MH @ boatquay to drink again. sam and jack joined us at bq. when everyone decided to go home at around 4, me and A and francis stayed on and saw francis's frens. went color zone sit awhile then the grp wanted to go to "my room" at around 6+. as i am feeling tired, i decided to call it a day. so we got a cab and went home together. then see A home before going home again. this is the few times i get to be with A till dawn breaks. haha. just like the feeling where she lie on my lap and sleep. she will turn and smile at me while slping =). 1st of may is a public holiday, it also marked 4 Months of the year. and 4 months of something else... =P spent 4 months le. i wish that things will be even better between me and A. and that we can break thru our obstacle asap.

tues is dramatic. coz i had stayed home to watch drama the whole day. hahaha. lying on my bed and watch the dvd of "tian long ba bu". time flies when i watch these kinda series. at a blink of eye its already 11pm. haha. when i felt tired, its around 1am. so i decided to stop watching as i have to go to work today. so ermm, i am going to work now le... have a pleasant day peeps. hope everything goes well for me today =)... ermm i mean forever.. =P